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Posted by PhoenixRising

Mind Purge...

So, I had an interesting dream where I was having lunch with Damnata and Nights on a patio. D needed help asking some guy out and I was coaching her on how to be more direct...as if a Ram Moon need coaching on being direct...

Nights was a Professor of Music (😕) and he was pissing off one of my colleagues because his class schedule (he was going against the grain and made his class at some bizarre time (1:18pm-4:22pm) conflicted with her class schedule and it was forcing her best students to choose between Nights and her class. Lol, she was plotting murder....


I'm all on board for having lunch on the patio with you and Nights.

I find it funny that you picked 2 people who have opposite suns AND opposite moons, an entire universe in a nutshell there.

All the coaching in the world won't make me less oblivious or less direct and more...idk enticing? It's interesting cuz a Scorpio friend told me many years ago that my whole problem is how approachable and friendly I am, replaces any tension needed for things to happen...with this sisterly familiarity. Up to anyone's guess why the dark cloud follows me, would've been cool if I had at least luck at cards as the old saying goes.

Happy birthday btw! I'm not sure when it is and it's Scorpio season so I'm using this opportunity to wave and wish you the best.
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Posted by Ellygant

Overall the venus retro was actually quite wonderful. Surprise fun. Surprise money. Overall wonderful energy. This last week of the retro tho, ugh.

I need a reset.

And a hug.

And a foot massage.

And someone to listen to me cancer moon ramble for an hour. Let me comfortably cry for seven minutes and then cracks jokes till I laugh and call them an asshole and then cuddle.

And maybe eat cheese. Soft cheese. A nice triple cream with a glass of champagne. In bed.

Damn.

I am needy.

lul.

A good kind of needy. If there ever was....
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Posted by Ellygant

My entire Christmas list is just esoteric books. I just bought a few for my birthday and I have to read them five times before they sink in but I just want more.

In certain passages, people describe that outside of physical life, be it in some afterlife or plane of existence not here, our souls don’t eat food. But hunger for knowledge like we would a passion or a five star meal, our favorites drink or a person. They describe ‘bundles’ of knowledge, as being what they sustain themselves with, not food.

Every time I come across that, I chuckle. Cause as much as I love me a fine wine, a good fuck and a memorable meal, the more I read, the more I see knowledge as the great sustainer.

And I suddenly feel, that being born to a librarian mother and philosopher father was the most perfect choice my soul has ever made. Dis cancer moon adores her cap moon mama and sag moon Dad.

*like*

*thinking out loud.... what good is knowledge if it isn't applied to life?*
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"I always believed that my silence on several topics will be an advantage in the long run."

~Aishwarya Rai Bachchan

"I don't believe in proving a point to anybody. Nobody is that important."

~Aishwarya Rai Bachchan

For those moments I forget.....


I spent the early AM sick, waking up every hour or so. Conked out once 8 AM hit. Slept two hours. In that sleep I had a dream that I was being sent terrible messages which called me awful things. In the dream I showed the messages to my closest friend, (Cap/Gemini) and dream her told me to not respond and to not defend myself. Let the other person play out their misery and I decline to be pulled into it.

Woke up and opened up my web browser on my phone to look something up. DXP Page refreshes and I saw these quotes before I could even tap my search bar. 😆
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You're welcome 😄

~Sincerely, Gem Moon Rockstars

PS I hope you feel better.
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My entire Christmas list is just esoteric books. I just bought a few for my birthday and I have to read them five times before they sink in but I just want more.

In certain passages, people describe that outside of physical life, be it in some afterlife or plane of existence not here, our souls don’t eat food. But hunger for knowledge like we would a passion or a five star meal, our favorites drink or a person. They describe ‘bundles’ of knowledge, as being what they sustain themselves with, not food.

Every time I come across that, I chuckle. Cause as much as I love me a fine wine, a good fuck and a memorable meal, the more I read, the more I see knowledge as the great sustainer.

And I suddenly feel, that being born to a librarian mother and philosopher father was the most perfect choice my soul has ever made. Dis cancer moon adores her cap moon mama and sag moon Dad.

*like*

*thinking out loud.... what good is knowledge if it isn't applied to life?*


For me, being able to apply knowledge to life is the marker that I’ve actually learned it, not just heard/read it.

I read a lot on philosophy, poetry and psychology all through my teens. All of those subjects have roots in the type of books I’m currently reading. Back then I recall reading but not understanding what a lot of it meant. Now after a good decade of life on me, I see I’ve made choices that I would have avoided had I understood what I was reading. I’ve gone back and flipped thru old books to find passages I remembered while reading a new book, and they click now in a way they didn’t before. And after that, applying them practically, connecting knowledge to my life and my life to a point of purpose, is more fluid.

Not constantly fluid. But more than before. 😆 there’s so much to learn in the world, which can transform how I perceive and experience it, I find it hard to comprehend how I’ll ever be able to be truly fixed, unchanging. Sorta my own tangent musing from your musing. 😄
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Hmmm, as odd as this sounds I tended to learn most of my life lessons from musical lyrics, simple statements made by characters in films, poetry and eavesdropping on grown folks talking, especially men lol. It helped shape how I interacted with others and understand interpersonal dynamics. It wasn't until I was much older I began reading psych and philosophy (and now astrology). At that point it was more to better understand others.

My thoughts behind my statement was based on my visual understanding of the bold statement (I visualize images when I read things to help me process information). I envisioned this space without shape and time, colourful (like the Aurora Borealis), where people just exchange knowledge, feeding themselves lol. Anyway, this knowledge is felt, shared but not much else, so what is it's purpose? That may be ego talking, assuming that we must give knowledge meaning, but that is where my statement came from. Not a critique of how you apply it 🙂.

By the way, my need to visually understand things is what is behind the pics in my Scorp Season threads. Whenever I read folks posts a picture comes to mind 🙂
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Posted by Ellygant

...I love your pics for the Scorp season thread! Your visualization is so spot on. I’d die to see some of the art in your house. Does anyone visit a Gemini moons house?! 😆

All of my art work is still on the floor since I moved 2 years ago :/, but to answer your question not too many people get invited to my home. That's more the Scorp (private) than Gem (social) speaking. I really have to trust you, so if you pass the threshold of Casa de Phoenix, it means you're "family".

Two of my favorite pieces at home are:

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"Pretty Eyes" by Tom McKinney

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"Reading From All Sides" by Brenda Joysmith

The other art work I have are all drawings from friends/partners that have captured different versions of me over the years.
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Posted by elllle

I brought up marriage in jest with the Cap.

It was 100% a joke.

My stomach hurts now, I feel nauseous and wish I could delete the texts.

His response didnt bother me. It's all me. I was being playful.....and as soon as I sent it, I wanted to vomit...and my mood changed. Now I dont want to talk at all. I'm embarrassed. 😖

I get this way when I acknowledge my feelings verbally, or put "out there" in words that I was impacted emotionally to someone I love. Strange, there person I should feel most comfortable sharing that with makes me feel the most uncomfortable.

That why actions > talking for me. If I don't say anything, I'm safe. I can just pretend you misunderstood my actions if things go sideways 😄.
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I brought up marriage in jest with the Cap.

It was 100% a joke.

My stomach hurts now, I feel nauseous and wish I could delete the texts.

His response didnt bother me. It's all me. I was being playful.....and as soon as I sent it, I wanted to vomit...and my mood changed. Now I dont want to talk at all. I'm embarrassed. 😖

I get this way when I acknowledge my feelings verbally, or put "out there" in words that I was impacted emotionally to someone I love. Strange, there person I should feel most comfortable sharing that with makes me feel the most uncomfortable.

That why actions > talking for me. If I don't say anything, I'm safe. I can just pretend you misunderstood my actions if things go sideways 😄.


It is a *topic* now 😭

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🙂 *sips tea*
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Just met with a "baby" Scorp (12 years old). Fiercely protective of her friends and family (seems to apply it poorly though---she'll learn), passively defiant, stubborn and likes to be alone. Loses her self in her imagination, loves to write, learns through self reflection and shuts out the world (literally) with music and creativity. I feel like I was talking to a younger version of myself. It was kind of cool....
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Posted by rayofnight

"A scared scorpio man is a turned on Scorpio man. Good job virgo.

What’s his moon again?"

This is very interesting. My Scorpio sun/moon husband used to tell me that I scare the shit out of him. I always wondered why his eyes lit up when he said that...

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I recall one of my favorite scene from Anne of Green Gables (tv series) was when she and Diana were walking through the haunted woods and Diana says "Anne, I'm so scared" and Anne's reply was "So am I. Deliciously scared!". It captures my sentiment regarding the thrill of being scared completely.

There is somethings about things that have the potential to pull you into something unknown, darker, that just tickles most Scorpios. This may be why I have always been attracted to a wicked grin and really dark eyes.
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Posted by MysteriousDreamer

@PhoenixRising....you brought me right back to my 6th grade English/Lit class. We had to read the book and watch the whole Anne of Green Gables mini series. I was so obsessed with Anne Shirley and looked forward to class! Geez that was so long ago! Haven’t thought about that in ages. Thanks for the stroll down memory lane! 😁

Same, but it was homeroom class and we weren't required to read the book, I just did because I fell in love with her character and the dynamic between Anne and Gilbert. Lol, reflecting back I was already planning to ask to go to the washroom and roam the hallways to void watching it the day we were told we were going to watch it. I immediately changed my mind when she told off Rachel Lynn. It was definitely one of my favourite shows/books growing up.
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Posted by Ellygant

It’s like as soon as it hit late November my mind jumped into 2019. Can’t. Stop. Planning.

Adjacently, I can always tell what the lesson for the next phase in my life is based around the dominant element around me in my support system. Earth and fire right now. Creativity and productivity. 2019 will be an adventure.

And now I suddenly see more clearly why Capricorn follows Sagittarius in the evolution of the zodiac. 😆 yesssss.

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So yesterday I saw a therapist for the first time. I really don’t know what I was expecting to get out of it, but I can’t get over how cliche it was. Instead of focusing on what she was saying to me, I couldn’t help but think “wow, this is totally how I imagined it!” Although, it kind of unnerved me that she was filming me the entire time.....I mean it’s awkward enough talking about myself, but to do it in front of a camera is just ick!

I couldn’t really concentrate on what she was asking me because I was too busy observing the room and analyzing this lady to bits. I mean this total stranger is asking me all these personal questions and I don’t quite trust her yet. I wanted to be the one asking the questions of her. Typical scorp I guess. Lol. Years ago when I was a teenager I determined I suffer from social anxiety disorder and of course depression (a worldwide epidemic it seems). Well guess what I was diagnosed with? Surprise...surprise.... She did miss the most important diagnosis of all though....just plain old crazy! 😂

^^^This is why I don't work with Scorpios over the age of 12 anymore lol...
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I couldn’t really concentrate on what she was asking me because I was too busy observing the room and analyzing this lady to bits. I mean this total stranger is asking me all these personal questions and I don’t quite trust her yet. I wanted to be the one asking the questions of her.

^^^This is why I don't work with Scorpios over the age of 9 anymore lol...
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You've been hypnotized..
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Posted by TheLadyScorpio

I love Scorpions because...



- of their passion, it is written in their blood

- there is a beautiful vulnerability within us for those worthy to discover

- we are one of the most awkward of individuals

- strength, that steely level of strength, utter determination

- clich? but we are intense and profound, boring? never, our conversations are meaningful with purpose

- cuts the b.s. in half and gets to the core of an issue

- witty, dark, sarcastic sense of humour

- we make sure we are amazing at everything 'everything' we do

- all in or all out, half-hearted, what is that?

- committed, with a high level of staying power

- self-control, private, discreet, and reserved without being aloof

- our hearts are so big, it encompasses, it engulfs, becoming one

- analytical with great investigative skills

- incredible depth, never ending






- intuative, we can see through people. THey think they can hide things from us, or lie, but we know.....and keep records in our minds of those things.... ( scorp dominant here, cancer sun, scorp moon )
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Posted by Oak

He's brought up that I'm not as upfront emotionally as he'd like me to be and I thought I came across emotional af. 😕

Is that a Crab Moon thing? Or Crab thing in general? I hear it a lot from water signs and I'm like *m'therf*cker, I don't like to talking about my feelings.*

I can listen to people talk about their feelings from sun rise to sunset. I just don't want to talk about my own.
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Posted by MysteriousDreamer

So yesterday I saw a therapist for the first time. I really don’t know what I was expecting to get out of it, but I can’t get over how cliche it was. Instead of focusing on what she was saying to me, I couldn’t help but think “wow, this is totally how I imagined it!” Although, it kind of unnerved me that she was filming me the entire time.....I mean it’s awkward enough talking about myself, but to do it in front of a camera is just ick!

I couldn’t really concentrate on what she was asking me because I was too busy observing the room and analyzing this lady to bits. I mean this total stranger is asking me all these personal questions and I don’t quite trust her yet. I wanted to be the one asking the questions of her. Typical scorp I guess. Lol. Years ago when I was a teenager I determined I suffer from social anxiety disorder and of course depression (a worldwide epidemic it seems). Well guess what I was diagnosed with? Surprise...surprise.... She did miss the most important diagnosis of all though....just plain old crazy! 😂

^^^This is why I don't work with Scorpios over the age of 12 anymore lol...
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Btw, I was just teasing you StarGazer. Water signs, we don't really open up unless the other person shares as well. It makes water signs the hardest clients in therapy because of the nature of that type of relationship. Sharing---or the type of sharing that a water sign needs to trust/open up is something one does in intimate relationships. Therapy is very one sided in that respect.

The first baby Scorp I worked with wouldn't say much to me until I finally figured that out, got on the floor with him while he coloured, started colouring myself and opened up about how I was a holy terror to my older sister (within limits). Then he realized he wasn't alone, that I understood him a bit more and he shifted a bit, but it was still...challenging.

Water signs, Scorp clients in particular just make the job more interesting because you need to stretch yourself in a different way of being and connecting 😄

#OilandSand
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Posted by Ellygant

The only people we confuse or seem hidden from I think are maybe air moons. Otherwise we sorta radiate our emotions unintentionally. Again, we don’t feel boundaries between us and the world as strictly as others.

Can you elaborate please 🙂

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It does sound like you’re having a lovely time together tho. 🙂 Personally speaking I enjoy seeing you happy and thriving.
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Agreed.
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Posted by MysteriousDreamer

Today was very emotional. Idk what is wrong with me anymore? Got very overwhelmed at work today. Normally don’t let this crap bother me, but it was just one thing after another and I lost control. Just broke down crying. Luckily I was hidden behind my little cubicle so hopefully no one saw as I was trying to compose myself. Also a little down that this will be the first year I’ll miss our family Xmas eve party because I have to work. It just won’t be the same this year. Blah 😭

I know I’m a whiner...

Naw. You apologize a lot for having normal emotions, but not a whiner.
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Posted by Ellygant

My blood is like wine

Beating through these veins.

But no test for breathe

Administered by nervous blue light,

Nor transfiguration,

That references a body or a Christ,

Can qualify,

These beats.

It’s a drunken memory.

A laugh.

A sadness.

A flash.

A skip.

A meet.

A rhythm so distinct,

That all of time swallows up around me.

What was a flood of memory,

Hope,

Belief.

Each rising beat,

Shakes my muscles

Moves my body.

For when the wine of life floods my veins,

The floods of thought drain

All that remains

Is

My dancing

And here’s to 2018.

*bookmarked to read when I can appreciate it more*
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Posted by Ellygant

Air moons are the inverse. They pick apart, place, ruminate, detach, observe, reattach and then know/feel/decide.

I am going to have to reflect on this some more. I don't know if I've paid much attention to this process to lay it out in such a way. Before reading your thoughts on it, I would have said:

observe, pick apart, ruminate, "knows", decide, detach.....*several days or months later during an unrelated conversation or while reading a book*.... re attach, feels, experiences a difference sense of knowing.

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Posted by Oak

Why the fudge am I not getting all your notifs?



Your gem moon be like:

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Lol, not quite. More like:

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Basically the distress tolerance is quite low for uncomfortable feelings, even when they are considered positive feelings (e.g. love, affection). I'm constantly trying to remove myself from that discomfort, and now you want me to not only sit and experience these feeling, but talk to you about them as well? That would require me to tolerate them----(read the first sentence again to see where I'm going with this)





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Air moons are the inverse. They pick apart, place, ruminate, detach, observe, reattach and then know/feel/decide.

I am going to have to reflect on this some more. I don't know if I've paid much attention to this process to lay it out in such a way. Before reading your thoughts on it, I would have said:

observe, pick apart, ruminate, "knows", decide, detach.....*several days or months later during an unrelated conversation or while reading a book*.... re attach, feels, experiences a difference sense of knowing.




I think that sense of a mini or pre decision that’s later amended is more your Gemini Moon flavor. One thing gemini has the other two don’t, is the mutable path. Mutable doesn’t work in a straight line (fixed) or a neatly ordered system (cardinal). It has to spin backwards before forwards, go up before going down to then go up even higher. Put down, to pick up, to finally let go.

That’s why mutable moons or suns feel like pure chaos to others sometimes.
It’s not tho. It’s just the process. If anything, it allows mutables to access information more precisely, as the movement is very spiral like, which means it can quickly adapt experience to change, moreso than the other energies.
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Very few people understand how I get from point A to B. It rarely ever makes sense when I try to articulate it.
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Posted by Ellygant

At the beginning of this month I was quite frustrated. My career and finances have been less than what I wanted them to be by this time, and the only person responsible for it being that way, is me. So I have been a bit moody on/off this month over it.

The last three days tho, I had one meeting each day that went perfect. When clients look at me in the eye, and for a moment, I see what it looks like when someone feels truly seen. That reaction, one of being acknowledged and accepted for themselves, that brings me back to why I chose to turn a hobby into a career this year. To share the feeling of self and optimism that I found in the work, with everyone who seeks it and needs it.

It's not how you start, it's how you finish.

~Sincerely, First DXPML Champion
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Posted by Ellygant

It is for me.

I don’t have to have a partner who talks about their feelings as often or readily as I would. But it does unsettle me when I know in my soul something is off emotionally, and the other person is obscuring it, whatever the reason. Part of it is insecurity (I’ve been lied to and gaslighted a lot) and part of it is an innate drive for providing support.

I have been/can be guilty of this. I use to think it was because of the approach of the other person when they are addressing an issue/concern with me. Granted, there are some approaches that work better with me than others, but I've come to realize it wouldn't really matter how the person approached me. The thing is, I'm not one that hides my "negative" emotions well. I've been told you can see it on my face and most definitely in my eyes. So the person more than likely does feel exactly what they have identified, in terms of the emotional disconnection between us.

Problem is, I tend to be surround by a lot of.....air and fire people, or air/fire dominant. I grew up with this lot for much of my life. This group (or at least my experience of them) tends to identify what they see, not the emotion behind it. They see B and C, not A and B = C. 9/10 time they would miss the mark and will identify something so far off into left field, and insist that they were correct in their understanding of me and/or the situation that I've learned sharing my feelings about something or explaining why C occurred was a useless exercise. That can create emotional dissonance for someone when they are at a stage in their life where they are trying to develop their emotional language.

Much of how we work our way through the world is influenced and shaped by our experiences with other. Emotional expression may very well be a challenge for Gem Moons, however I think my aversion to it is definitely influenced by my experiences with others. Looks like I have something to work on in 2019 lol.
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I got something burning in my chest

An ocean made of embers unexpressed

Flickers from a heartbeat that won’t change

And when my moment comes, I’ve set my aim

I know that I’m lucky, yeah, I got it good

Still my body’s restless, always on the move

It’s in my bloodstream, I

Think I’m ready for a higher ground

Finding my reasons why

'Cause I never wanna slow down

Ooh, ooh

Yeah, I never wanna slow down

Ooh, ooh

Think I’m ready for a higher ground

People say, "A fire's bound to fade"

But when I want it bad, I just can’t wait

You can be a cynic all you want

But when I’m on my feet, I give my all

I know that I’m lucky, yeah, I got it good

Still my body’s restless, always on the move

It’s in my bloodstream, I

Think I’m ready for a higher ground

Finding my reasons why

'Cause I never wanna slow down

Ooh, ooh

Yeah, I never wanna slow down

Ooh, ooh

Think I’m ready for a higher ground

Call me naive, I got wide eyes

But if it goes to hell, I know I tried

It’s in my bloodstream, I

Think I’m ready for a higher ground

Finding my reasons why

'Cause I never wanna slow down

Ooh, ooh

Yeah, I never wanna slow down

Ooh, ooh

Think I’m ready for a higher ground
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Gem Moon Jazz Hands

Scorp: *typing away trying to complete reports...pauses for a mental break to check out DXP real quick...jumps to video on mindfulness, then back to reading a few posts and returns to reports....looks at various piles of paper on desk....stretches and begins typing again*

Fish (colleague): I've always meant to ask you about your jazz hands?

Scorp: *crinkles nose* Jazz hands?

Fish: *giggles* you do this thing every so often, where you stretch out your hands to the side and wiggles your fingers

Scorp: LOL, oh....I'm thinking.

Fish: What? *laugh*

Scorp: It wouldn't make sense to you. Let's just call it a mental quirk.
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Posted by Luny7

I love being a Scorpio rising! People get interesting impressions of me.. and it's always powerful, my face, eyes, how I carry myself, passion in everything I do.

On the other side, not everyone understands the deepness of our soul and mind.


My Scorpio rising gives me a wicked

Bitch face. I come off totally unapproachable even though I’m thinking about something colorful and fun. I embrace it though , I find solace in my own bubble without disruptions
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Posted by MysteriousDreamer

I miss the innocence of childhood...

Candy turns into cigarettes. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Getting high meant swinging on a playground. Protection meant wearing a helmet. The worst thing you could get from guys were cooties. Race issues meant who ran the fastest. War was just a card game. The only drug you knew was cough medicine. The most pain and hurt you felt were from skinned knees. Goodbyes only meant until tomorrow.

And we couldn’t wait to grow up....


This was beautiful.

And then you grew up and realized it was a trap
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Posted by Vitale

Posted by Luny7

I love being a Scorpio rising! People get interesting impressions of me.. and it's always powerful, my face, eyes, how I carry myself, passion in everything I do.

On the other side, not everyone understands the deepness of our soul and mind.


My Scorpio rising gives me a wicked

Bitch face. I come off totally unapproachable even though I’m thinking about something colorful and fun. I embrace it though , I find solace in my own bubble without disruptions
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Totally unapproachable face, cold, icy, until people get closer and see the other side, which is just for selected ones.