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Thought I had feelings for a Ram Gent, did and perhaps still do. However, the drama behind it all and the inconsistencies really drove me to exhaustion. Reeling it back, taking a million steps away from everything. If it happens, it will. Until then, I must regain my own space and sanity in order to function. For all I know, he could be preoccupied already with another. I would hardly be surprised, as I never did stop looking myself either.
Then in steps, an incredible or who I thought was an incredible Virgent. Finally, conversations where I no longer had to do most of the work to keep it going during a date. A date, where neither wanted it to end. We had a similar background, upbringing, experience, and outlook on matters therefore it was easy to keep the chemistry going. Then within 48 hours, the nuclear head drops. He is married, but separated. He is smooth, very smooth. I know he was not entirely lying, most of what he told me was the truth but those are the best liars and manipulators.
How could someone be so cultured, intelligent, well travelled, charming, well mannered be such a snake of a human being ?
Yet, the darker side of being a Stinger is fascinated with this human specimen. To see a man be as selfish as that, with such a handsome face that speaks of a softer and gentler side. Down beneath it all, lies a devil of a beast. The dichotomy, to see such ruthlessly malicious individual behind such a beautiful mask. You are not quite sure to be in awe of how greedy they are, or frightened by the danger that they are.
Posted by ellesbelles
I'm not angry anymore.
That mars once boiling takes a long, long time to get back to a simmer... Glad to hear you are back to calm! Now I need to work on mine...
Yesterday I was told in an informal meeting that a project for the Long Island Rail Road I've been handling since Sept 17 is going to be given to a man because my manager "doesn't think I can handle it." Oh really? It's a high profile job that Governor Cuomo has his finger on, but the total value to date is only $ 15 million. I've been project accountant on a $ 320 million development project that won awards. My bitch-ass, short-man syndrome manager can kiss my butt!
Posted by ellesbelles
I'm not angry anymore.That mars once boiling takes a long, long time to get back to a simmer... Glad to hear you are back to calm! Now I need to work on mine...
Yesterday I was told in an informal meeting that a project for the Long Island Rail Road I've been handling since Sept 17 is going to be given to a man because my manager "doesn't think I can handle it." Oh really? It's a high profile job that Governor Cuomo has his finger on, but the total value to date is only $ 15 million. I've been project accountant on a $ 320 million development project that won awards. My bitch-ass, short-man syndrome manager can kiss my butt!
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That glass ceiling we women must face, wherever we go. Continually forcing us to prove ourselves to men, when their work is often not on par with our own. Their arrogance and ego gets them ahead, yet if we were to do the same we would be deemed a female dog or too emotionally volatile / aggressive to move forward with as planned.
Posted by ellesbelles
I'm not angry anymore.That mars once boiling takes a long, long time to get back to a simmer... Glad to hear you are back to calm! Now I need to work on mine...
Yesterday I was told in an informal meeting that a project for the Long Island Rail Road I've been handling since Sept 17 is going to be given to a man because my manager "doesn't think I can handle it." Oh really? It's a high profile job that Governor Cuomo has his finger on, but the total value to date is only $ 15 million. I've been project accountant on a $ 320 million development project that won awards. My cookiemonster-ass, short-man syndrome manager can kiss my butt!
Woah.
That would make me see red.
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Likewise @ellesbelles, a very dangerous level of red as well.
However, as a woman you would not be allowed to let a single inkling of an emotion seep through less they call you out as incapable of any other further potential projects or tasks.
I hope this is not the case for you, @Jules-II
Posted by ellesbelles
I'm not angry anymore.That mars once boiling takes a long, long time to get back to a simmer... Glad to hear you are back to calm! Now I need to work on mine...
Yesterday I was told in an informal meeting that a project for the Long Island Rail Road I've been handling since Sept 17 is going to be given to a man because my manager "doesn't think I can handle it." Oh really? It's a high profile job that Governor Cuomo has his finger on, but the total value to date is only $ 15 million. I've been project accountant on a $ 320 million development project that won awards. My cookiemonster-ass, short-man syndrome manager can kiss my butt!
Woah.
That would make me see red.
Likewise @ellesbelles, a very dangerous level of red as well.
However, as a woman you would not be allowed to let a single inkling of an emotion seep through less they call you out as incapable of any other further potential projects or tasks.
I hope this is not the case for you, @Jules-II
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Exactly ladies, I'm certain I had steam coming out of my ears when I left the meeting. So after calming down, this morning I spoke with the PM that's spear-heading the project. Filled him in briefly about the meeting, he called my manager and squashed a change being made. Don't get my mars going you won't win usually, and cool heads prevailed.
I need to let my Scorp nature control so I can make a decision about my ex! My gemini moon is making me feel all...floopy and flip-floppy.
I ended it with my Aqua of 3 years (5 weeks ago) and as of a 2 weeks ago, he didn't want to talk. I'm flip-flopping with wanting to reach out to him again. When I remember how shitty he could be, it's easy to let him go...and then I get sad. RAR!!
Posted by TheLadyScorpio
Thought I had feelings for a Ram Gent, did and perhaps still do. However, the drama behind it all and the inconsistencies really drove me to exhaustion. Reeling it back, taking a million steps away from everything. If it happens, it will. Until then, I must regain my own space and sanity in order to function. For all I know, he could be preoccupied already with another. I would hardly be surprised, as I never did stop looking myself either.Then in steps, an incredible or who I thought was an incredible Virgent. Finally, conversations where I no longer had to do most of the work to keep it going during a date. A date, where neither wanted it to end. We had a similar background, upbringing, experience, and outlook on matters therefore it was easy to keep the chemistry going. Then within 48 hours, the nuclear head drops. He is married, but separated. He is smooth, very smooth. I know he was not entirely lying, most of what he told me was the truth but those are the best liars and manipulators.
How could someone be so cultured, intelligent, well travelled, charming, well mannered be such a snake of a human being ?
Yet, the darker side of being a Stinger is fascinated with this human specimen. To see a man be as selfish as that, with such a handsome face that speaks of a softer and gentler side. Down beneath it all, lies a devil of a beast. The dichotomy, to see such ruthlessly malicious individual behind such a beautiful mask. You are not quite sure to be in awe of how greedy they are, or frightened by the danger that they are.
Ram's are permanently off my list of potential men to have a relationship with. They are exciting and impulsive, but that becomes draining after a brief period of time.
As for your virgent experience- I had a man ask me on a date, and during said date I found out that he still lived in the same house as his wife. Even though he told me they were separated when we first met. If he took me to his home and we had sex, should I ask her to borrow a cup of sugar? Uncertain how that works... He didn't understand why I was upset at the discrepancy, and why I didn't want to see him again.
Really.
Not sure of his sun sign, didn't last long enough for me to care to ask.
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So I walk into my kitchen earlier today and right there in the middle of the floor is this HUGE lizard!!! I’m not taking about those little things.....this thing was extra long and fat!! As soon as I saw it and it saw me we both run in opposite directions. Me screaming the whole time! And where is my dang cat— Sleeping in his damn bed!!! Just oblivious to what is going on! Now I don’t want to hurt the poor lizard....I just want the damn thing out of my house! I’m deathly afraid of them even though I know they are harmless. I know it will die in here if I can’t get him out, but the damn thing ran behind my stove and I can’t get to it. I got the broom trying to scare it out, but I can’t see it and not even sure it’s still back there. It could be ANYWHERE!!! 😩How the hell am I gonna sleep tonight!!!—? And where is my cat? Still sleeping!!! He needs to be on guard!!!
I am happy to report I now have a lizard free house!! The best part is both the lizard and I got away unscathed. The cat and I kinda worked together. Cat was chasing it around the house the other day (yeah, surprised he actually made it out of that bed of his...lazy bum). Meanwhile, I was standing...yes standing on the sofa scared to death! Cat chased it over toward the back patio door so I gathered all my strength...leaped off the sofa....ran over to the door and opened it before the cat could get his paws on it. Out the door it ran! I shut the door so fast and hard I almost broke the glass! Cat just looked at me like “why the hell did you do that for?” He wasn’t too pleased. I on the other hand was quite proud of myself. Lol
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😆 good job.
So I'm reading this forum on property taxes (yes I'm bored) and I'm totally getting a kick out of these people viciously bickering---like DXP worthy bickering 😆. Like dude, it's just property taxes 😆.
Posted by Ellygant
2018.The year Elly said ‘I’m sorry, who are you again?’ to 2/3 of the people she knows.
*rubs hands gleefully*
Sweets, the year is half over lol. You might as well scrap all of them 😛
I had a dream earlier this week that my Scorpio friend committed suicide.
I got a text from her last night saying that her son had 😢
I’m currently in the process of putting the screws to a Taurus male for thinking he was smarter than me and could use me for sex....AND ruining the happiness of a co-worker so completely that she has begun acting erratically and is in danger of losing her job....by her own hand....which is the desired result.
How’s that?
Posted by MysteriousDreamer
My sweet German Shepherd passed away this morning suddenly. She was young and in perfect health. They don’t know what could have caused her death. I rescued her just a few short years ago and when she outgrew my small townhome she went to my parents mini farm to stay which she so enjoyed! Her and my father became very attached and he isn’t taking it too well. I just saw her a few days ago. I’m just in shock and so heartbroken. 😥
Dogs are such beautiful creatures that give us unconditional love. It probably won't make you feel any better now, but she'll always be a young, playful pup on the other side... Hugs to you @MysteriousDreamer 🤗
I'm so sorry @MysteriousDreamer It's heartbreaking to lose a pet, but to lose a young pet and not know why even more so. That happened to me with a cat my family had many years ago. My condolences.
@Andalusia That's very sad. My condolences. Wow that you dreamt something that connected with what really happened.
I wish I could be a clueless Pisces for even just an hour.
If it can be planned, I'll make a recording of myself saying:
"Everything will be ok"
...and so no matter what's going on, that will stop my worrying
and I can be unaccountable and make the same mistakes again.
Posted by Ellygant
Uranus in Taurus is really giving me all I’ve been asking for. Peace. Stability. Contentment. Just not at all in the way I expected.
Hmph.
I guess I believe it is exactly what your spirit expected. Other stuff just makes it seem like a communication error.
Lol. A homeless man just called me a hooker in red heels.
Best compliment I've gotten all day 😄
Posted by Andalusia
I had a dream earlier this week that my Scorpio friend committed suicide.
I got a text from her last night saying that her son had 😢
Oh wow. This must be really hard for everyone. Sorry to hear.
Posted by MysteriousDreamer
My sweet German Shepherd passed away this morning suddenly. She was young and in perfect health. They don’t know what could have caused her death. I rescued her just a few short years ago and when she outgrew my small townhome she went to my parents mini farm to stay which she so enjoyed! Her and my father became very attached and he isn’t taking it too well. I just saw her a few days ago. I’m just in shock and so heartbroken. 😥
Sorry to hear about your loss hon.
I'm out. This is too much for my moon and my PMS to handle right now.
Conversation with the scorp Sunday after trying to go to our usual beach that was closed due to nesting piping plovers:
Him: Do you want to go to a beach in Westhampton, or a local beach?
Me: I've never been to either and you've been to both, so you decide.
We drive to Westhampton beach, lot is full. Stop at a outdoor restaurant/bar, have drinks sitting out in the sun.
Later he tells me I need to be more decisive, he likes that. So after telling him that sometimes I don't want to make decisions when I'm not at work, I ask him if he wants me to take charge?
The scorp's answer: No, I HAVE to be in charge. 😆
Posted by Jules-ll
Conversation with the scorp Sunday after trying to go to our usual beach that was closed due to nesting piping plovers:
Him: Do you want to go to a beach in Westhampton, or a local beach?
Me: I've never been to either and you've been to both, so you decide.
We drive to Westhampton beach, lot is full. Stop at a outdoor restaurant/bar, have drinks sitting out in the sun.
Later he tells me I need to be more decisive, he likes that. So after telling him that sometimes I don't want to make decisions when I'm not at work, I ask him if he wants me to take charge?
The scorp's answer: No, I HAVE to be in charge. 😆
🙂
Posted by Unwording
How a psychological analysis on DXP works:
Member 1: I like ketchup! 🙂
Member 2: It means you have an underdeveloped palate, a Scorpio placement and probably even worse taste in romantic partners.
*fixed*
Sleep Walking
Friendly co-worker #1 passes Scorp in the hall: Hi!
Scorp: *die* Hey...*faint smile*
Friendly co-worker #2: Good morning 🙂
Scorp: *swallow nails*...Hello....
Friendly co-worker #3: Hello. How are you doing today?!
Scorp: *what's with all the got d*mn chatter today?!?* I'm good. You? *completely ignores reply...mentally falls asleep...wakes up just in time...* That's nice. *now go away*
Tired Moon = Grumpy moon
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Posted by PhoenixRising
Sleep Walking
Friendly co-worker #1 passes Scorp in the hall: Hi!
Scorp: *die* Hey...*faint smile*
Friendly co-worker #2: Good morning 🙂
Scorp: *swallow nails*...Hello....
Friendly co-worker #3: Hello. How are you doing today?!
Scorp: *what's with all the got d*mn chatter today?!?* I'm good. You? *completely ignores reply...mentally falls asleep...wakes up just in time...* That's nice. *now go away*
Tired Moon = Grumpy moon
I shattered my wrist last year while sleeping walking and falling down stairs.
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Is that something you still struggle with?
My best friend, my family, my heart is really sick and I'm afraid to face what this mean. I'm not ready to say goodbye. Been standing outside the hospital for 30 min...
Posted by Ellygant
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My best friend, my family, my heart is really sick and I'm afraid to face what this mean. I'm not ready to say goodbye. Been standing outside the hospital for 30 min...
I don’t mean to be pushy. But I think I’m about to be (hopefully just a little) pushy. If you don’t go in, imagine what you’re feeling now being the last feeling with her. Forever.
When I was a tween my grandmother had a stroke and was dying. She was in home care, out of state from where my family lived, and everyone was taking their time with her that last summer. When it was the end of summer and our family was leaving, my mom nudged me to go talk to her alone. Insinutating it would likely be the last time. I put it off till finally she made me. I made a hesitant and breezy bye, and scurried out of the room about two minutes after I entered. I didn’t want to say goodbye and thought if I didn’t she’d be around next summer. She wasn’t. And I hated myself for years. At first for thinking she thought I didn’t love her. Then as I was older and knew better, I was just mad that I could have had a better last moment. Granted it’s my experience as a kid versus yours as an adult, and I know there’s a degree of difference in the complexity of emotions that goes with that.
🤗 minus the smiles
All my heart and good vibes to you darling. I’m sorry. We are always here for words. Or no words. Just checking in if you need to. Sending love to you and yours on this time.
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Him.
My stomach is in knots and I keep tearing up. Visiting hours are up anyway. I'm just gonna stand here for a bit though. I don't want to drive.
When this song comes on and the scorp tells me it makes him think of me...
Posted by tiziani
@MyStarsShine I will get your horary to you very soon, I've got it logged in my head.
Thank you Tiz....no rush
Can I either pm or email a reading to you in exchange ... if so, let me have your question?
Cheers
🌟
Posted by Ellygant
I literally don’t know what to do with a cute, intelligent and consistent man.
I just keep sitting here wondering, but surely, he’s going to lie or pretend he never said something that he did or be randomly cruel or have an insecure outburst where he calls me crazy or delusional.
I probably should have stopped dating cancers a while ago. Lol.
Had this happen recently, Cancer denied things that happened between us...
You and me both
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I don't remember who it was, but someone on here once said that earth can feel like a slow death for water, and I'm beginning to see just how. lol
Idk if that was me but it sounds like some shit I’d say. Personally I’ve never gotten past 2 weeks with an earth sign lol.
I think it’s easier when it’s earth sign women and water sign men. Earth sign women can admit they like to be chased and feel a bit of the watery push. Earth sign men like it but not enough to let go and get outside their heads initially.
The biggest complaint I have is: you could be saying the same exact thing in different words, and still find yourself in an argument because the approach is so different-- male or female.
My mother is a double earth, my sister is an earth moon, two of my oldest and dearest friends are earth suns, so I'm surrounded by this insanity on a regular basis. lol You'd think I'd be immuned.
Send help.
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I have a cap moon/venus virgo mom. I understand lol.
I’ve found recently, that when I address how she’s phrased thing on the spot, in the moment, it completely alters the course of the interaction. She goes from feeling right and stoic, to open and emotional. The first time it happened, I did it just out of impulse. I was tired and a bit hangry so I didn’t have the patience to try to maneuver through the difficult topic delicately and trying to use tact. I wasn’t hurtful. But I was as blunt with her as I’d be a coworker or stranger. It has fundamentally altered our relationship dynamic.
As of a few weeks ago she’s started asking me for emotional advice and comfort. In almost 28 years I’ve never heard my mother ask anyone for comfort.
Ever since that accidental discovery it’s how o try to approach a contentious conversation now and even if we argue, I just dismiss it till she’s approaches me later. Which she always does now. Something else she never did. (Can’t tell you how many times emo me was cancer moon pouring for hours upstairs after a fight dining she was downstairs laughing at reruns of Fraiser. Lmao. The drama)
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I have a friend with water sun and earth moon.
What does it mean for them ? Is it a hard life dealing with your own water opposite earth feelings?
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I don't remember who it was, but someone on here once said that earth can feel like a slow death for water, and I'm beginning to see just how. lol
Idk if that was me but it sounds like some shit I’d say. Personally I’ve never gotten past 2 weeks with an earth sign lol.
I think it’s easier when it’s earth sign women and water sign men. Earth sign women can admit they like to be chased and feel a bit of the watery push. Earth sign men like it but not enough to let go and get outside their heads initially.
The biggest complaint I have is: you could be saying the same exact thing in different words, and still find yourself in an argument because the approach is so different-- male or female.
My mother is a double earth, my sister is an earth moon, two of my oldest and dearest friends are earth suns, so I'm surrounded by this insanity on a regular basis. lol You'd think I'd be immuned.
Send help.
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I have a cap moon/venus virgo mom. I understand lol.
I’ve found recently, that when I address how she’s phrased thing on the spot, in the moment, it completely alters the course of the interaction. She goes from feeling right and stoic, to open and emotional. The first time it happened, I did it just out of impulse. I was tired and a bit hangry so I didn’t have the patience to try to maneuver through the difficult topic delicately and trying to use tact. I wasn’t hurtful. But I was as blunt with her as I’d be a coworker or stranger. It has fundamentally altered our relationship dynamic.
As of a few weeks ago she’s started asking me for emotional advice and comfort. In almost 28 years I’ve never heard my mother ask anyone for comfort.
Ever since that accidental discovery it’s how o try to approach a contentious conversation now and even if we argue, I just dismiss it till she’s approaches me later. Which she always does now. Something else she never did. (Can’t tell you how many times emo me was cancer moon pouring for hours upstairs after a fight dining she was downstairs laughing at reruns of Fraiser. Lmao. The drama)
I have a friend with water sun and earth moon.
What does it mean for them ? Is it a hard life dealing with your own water opposite earth feelings?
Higher boundaries. More guarded. Strong issues with trusting themselves which filter into trusting others.
If it’s a literal opposition, cancer/Capricorn, Scorpio/Taurus or Pisces/Virgo then there’s the aspect tension. The like volley from pouring all their energy into their sun persona or their moon persona. Have a hard time believing they can be both.
It evens out over time. And if they learn from their inverses. If they have friends/family or someone they trust that has an earth rising or sun and a water moon. Ascendant/moon conjunctions are especially helpful in growing and cultivating harder emotional aspects. The ascendant person can quietly and gently identify all the moon person struggles to define.
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It is Scorpio opposite Taurus.
They don't get on well with water moons.
Pisces is a big no.
What do you mean by learning from their inverse and higher boundaries, please.
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I don't remember who it was, but someone on here once said that earth can feel like a slow death for water, and I'm beginning to see just how. lol
Idk if that was me but it sounds like some shit I’d say. Personally I’ve never gotten past 2 weeks with an earth sign lol.
I think it’s easier when it’s earth sign women and water sign men. Earth sign women can admit they like to be chased and feel a bit of the watery push. Earth sign men like it but not enough to let go and get outside their heads initially.
The biggest complaint I have is: you could be saying the same exact thing in different words, and still find yourself in an argument because the approach is so different-- male or female.
My mother is a double earth, my sister is an earth moon, two of my oldest and dearest friends are earth suns, so I'm surrounded by this insanity on a regular basis. lol You'd think I'd be immuned.
Send help.
😆
I have a cap moon/venus virgo mom. I understand lol.
I’ve found recently, that when I address how she’s phrased thing on the spot, in the moment, it completely alters the course of the interaction. She goes from feeling right and stoic, to open and emotional. The first time it happened, I did it just out of impulse. I was tired and a bit hangry so I didn’t have the patience to try to maneuver through the difficult topic delicately and trying to use tact. I wasn’t hurtful. But I was as blunt with her as I’d be a coworker or stranger. It has fundamentally altered our relationship dynamic.
As of a few weeks ago she’s started asking me for emotional advice and comfort. In almost 28 years I’ve never heard my mother ask anyone for comfort.
Ever since that accidental discovery it’s how o try to approach a contentious conversation now and even if we argue, I just dismiss it till she’s approaches me later. Which she always does now. Something else she never did. (Can’t tell you how many times emo me was cancer moon pouring for hours upstairs after a fight dining she was downstairs laughing at reruns of Fraiser. Lmao. The drama)
I have a friend with water sun and earth moon.
What does it mean for them ? Is it a hard life dealing with your own water opposite earth feelings?
Higher boundaries. More guarded. Strong issues with trusting themselves which filter into trusting others.
If it’s a literal opposition, cancer/Capricorn, Scorpio/Taurus or Pisces/Virgo then there’s the aspect tension. The like volley from pouring all their energy into their sun persona or their moon persona. Have a hard time believing they can be both.
It evens out over time. And if they learn from their inverses. If they have friends/family or someone they trust that has an earth rising or sun and a water moon. Ascendant/moon conjunctions are especially helpful in growing and cultivating harder emotional aspects. The ascendant person can quietly and gently identify all the moon person struggles to define.
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It is Scorpio opposite Taurus.
They don't get on well with water moons.
Pisces is a big no.
What do you mean by learning from their inverse and higher boundaries, please.
I am home my dear beloved fellow Stingers.
Good to be back, and happy to be single.
Truly single, with no glimpse or hope for any sliver of romance.
Enjoying being alone, and rediscovering things I once loved, being around genuine friends.
I hope you are all doing equally well.
Sending you all an abundance of love, care, and kindness. ❤️
Posted by Ellygant
It’s weird.
Back in late March, the cancer I’d been on/off with tore me to shreds. He called me a whore. He said I wasn’t spiritual or intuitive but only delusional. He said I never loved him or probably anyone, because I was psycho, crazy and too much for anyone to deal with. He said my poetry and writing (which he used to praise excessively) was meaningless and shit. All because I told him I wouldn’t find and buy him cocaine, asked him to get help and said I cared about it and him hurting like that hurt me.
I was torn up for months over it honestly. He purposefully chose the things I valued most about myself and intimately attacked them. Even my closest friends remarked that my personality acutely changed after the episode it was so bad.
It’s funny because that same day, a then coworker experienced very similar from his then recent ex. Something I didn’t know at the time as we barely spoke let alone knew each other.
And now months later, I write poetry and share it with the former coworker. He constantly loves to inquire about my spiritualist and intuitive viewpoint. He affirms that any feelings or reactions I have make me, me. And he likes that.
It’s funny. All so funny. Six months can change me. Change circumstances. Open new possibilities. So suddenly. I don’t know where any of these new gigs for work, new friends, new romance might go. But I felt for the first time today, myself remembering late March, and I wasn’t angry for the first time. Here’s to healing. Huzzah.
Wow what you've said here resonates with me so much. I've had a similar situation. Everything in my life emotionally really changed around April and March due to a manipulative/narcc Cancer I was dealing with. They did that flip on me too. I'm generally pretty happy-go lucky in person and I felt like I lost that part of me and have been slowly healing back to that place.. Don't stop writing or feeling your intuition, I love to write as well and it has pulled me out from some dark days. As Scorpio our intuition is one of our most beautiful, defining assets! No one has the right to attack what makes you who you are at your core. Apologies, despite what emotional ties you had to that person, fuck them for treating you that way.
Zzz, I'm regretting not ripping into this moronic Venus in Aquarius that seemed to think they were holier-than-thou with (edited: ) their hidden promiscuity...
Seriously, I warned you to tell me of your history, as that affects how I process, feel, and behave and you wait until we've become active and I've begun to invest certain depths into you to tell me you think you're in love with someone and have been flying cross country to fuck them multiple times?
Need scorpios' advice please. What does it mean when your scorp sun/aqua moon significant other of 11 months says "you're a bad mate", then when confronted about it said he said he was joking. I was hurt, now I'm livid. To me you don't say such things unless the thought is already existing somewhere in your subconscience. I'm ready to bounce, maybe some insight will talk me down from the ledge.
Things have been good with us until now, except for a couple of small red flags.
@Oak @elllle @Ellygant
Hi Lovelies! 🙂
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Welcome back!! 😘
❤️ ❤️ ❤️
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@Oak @elllle @Ellygant
Hi Lovelies! 🙂
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES
Hello
S--S-S-S-S-SS'SCUSE ME phoenix, where have you been?
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Posted by Oak
So...
How do you even date multiple people? and How do you not shit yourself?
I don't know if you have to date multiple people. I mean if I go 21 flavours, sure I could have a scoop of all 21 flavours of ice cream in one shot because it's there. I can also decide I'm just gonna try grape nut...go home, savour it, try it with whip cream one day, some oreo cookies crumbled on top another day and then realize "hmph....this isn't giving me that umph I'm looking for" and head back to 21 flavours to try double fudge chocolate and start the process all over again.
The app is simply the medium. You determine how it's used.
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o I thought she was just bumping the topic...
EllyFabulous......❤
Mind Purge...
So, I had an interesting dream where I was having lunch with Damnata and Nights on a patio. D needed help asking some guy out and I was coaching her on how to be more direct...as if a Ram Moon need coaching on being direct...
Nights was a Professor of Music (😕) and he was pissing off one of my colleagues because his class schedule (he was going against the grain and made his class at some bizarre time (1:18pm-4:22pm) conflicted with her class schedule and it was forcing her best students to choose between Nights and her class. Lol, she was plotting murder....
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To replicate you, *like*... And of course I felt like an ass for being upset at him not getting back to me, he was with his son. 😄