Pluto in 12th House

Any Pluto (in Scorpio) in 12th house in conjunction with ascendant?

How are you staying sane? And do you feel like you have control over your life?

I help others, mostly people: homeless, addicted, criminals, or just depressed people.

Whatever the depth of my mind, this always gets me up.

I see before me all the ways I can go, but I usually let life flow because I feel that it is right. Very often, they happen disasters of various kinds. I think we are experiencing this to prove that in the finals, we can handle anything, and be stronger.

I do not know if anyone else would understand that I see life as a map where the lives of all the people I meet are portrayed. I see their way of life and their character as if they were written in their eyes.

Sometimes I have the impression that my mind can travel through the universe and understand why all the patterns are happening and I am sad of that circle of events.

Sometimes I feel that I feel a strange connection with nature and the past, I am immensely enjoying loneliness in nature as if there is nothing but me and nature. It's a little smug, but it calms me.

Sometimes I can't handle the emotions deep inside myself and collaps, but I always get out of the ashes. Again and again.

I think this is proof that I'm not amply mentally fine 😄

First Aid: A small glass of red wine, plenty of sun and to be close a pisces person or person with moon in scorpion or taurus.

@novanilla, thanks for your reply. I relate to everything you said, and I'm always thinking that's what i should do. I guess I have to implement that. Thanks for the reminder.

I'm a Taurus moon myself and love the company of other Taurus mooners. My ex was a Scorpio moon, and the breakup was the worst that I experienced. Pisces suns, that's interesting.

I had an emotional change. I used to feel all my emotions so strongly, then I went to the other extreame and numbed all emotions (my breakup was a strong factor of that). I regret that a lot and wish i knew how to get back to feeling in a balanced way.

Again, thanks for your reply. I'll try to get back to Nature and help others more. ❤