4 WALLS

Is my judgement wrong or why do I feel a need to put 4 walls around me?

Are there just that few people in the world that I can trust? Or am I just giving off a vibe to people that I am cold, therefore they treat me with coldness back? I always thought I had good judgement. Maybe my judgement has changed in certain departments. hmmmm

The planets are all in the wrong position. Everyone seems to be mad at me these days... I've been out of it too... broke up with bf on valentines... not sure why, just felt bored and maybe it was the music I was listening to or his new haircut...? Then I almost cried thinking of his last words that night which was planning a trip sometime soon... But then I felt good and relieved that I was single and although I missed him a lot I didn't care. Then at six in the morning I got up to pay some stuff online and he was online and I almost cried when he questioned me... anyway we got back together LOL And man I do not know what I was thinking! I almost ended it... oh well stuff happens...
I think he was mad because of that too and people around me for some reason just seem mad at me... or is it my imagination or this or that... four walls sounds just fine to me... and some goodies to accompany me... yum yum

maybe this is why my longest relationship has been like three and a half weeks?? lol
🙂 u thanks OFA!!! I feel so much better. I haven't made it past 3 months in the last few years and it's starting to depress me!! ahhhh single life is good though\

Branh, make a very good point with " find the people who want to pry a bit deeper" i will take that to heart, really.

TC, I totally understand girl, my bullchickie!!! 😢 I feel that way sometimes

Prime, what the FFFFF is wrong with stripping for all to see?!! 😛 lol

u can have 4 walls up and be happy if you love your own company...i am seeing a different side of myself. If anything I am gaining respect for myself. This can't be a bad thing.

Although a man on an island can be an evil thing.

Alot of people know they can't trust people these days so patience and good observation skills needs to be an aspect of it.

"... Or am I just giving off a vibe to people that I am cold... "

not to me, no. 🙂