Taurus guy n I were in that talking stage of our relationship which faded away at the end of last year. He's a nympho n Im not saying I dnt like sex, I just control my urges better. At the time we were talking, i was a virgin n things got a lil bit more serious between us. He knew how important saving myself for marriage was n I told him if the guy was worth it than I'd give it up. Eventually he took my virginity n OH MY GOD IT WAS AWESOME! Only thing is it lasted 15 minutes cuz we were interrupted smh. After tht i decided to not have sex with him b/c of how he handled some things afterwards. It's been 5 months since our relationship n mind you I see this guy every Sunday against my wil...everyone needs jesus lol so yesterday JUST OUT OF CURIOSITY I asked if he still thinks of that night we had sex n he was like more than u think n I told him I did too. Then he asked if i regretted it, wanted it to last longer or wish it could happen again. N I told him I didn't regret it he was like thts good. I told him I did wish it lasted longer n he said there can be another opportunity to do it again n I told him tht I know but there's a part of me tht wants to n there's a part of me tht doesn't n he was like which weighs more n I said the part that doesn't want to do it n he never texted back lol did I hurt him emotionally? Break him down a little? Hurt his ego? Lol
