Heart is aching...

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Anyone else going through a tough time with their emotions lately? I'm in a relationship that's not going anywhere but for the sake of sanity and finances, I have to wait until December to move out....it's best for both of us financially to do this. I miss my freedom and I feel like he's drained my personality and happiness and feel like I need to escape before I go insane.

To top it off, some of you know that I'm crushing on a co-worker (Capricorn) who is unavailable because he's married. Although I enjoy and am flattered by his flirting, I will not act on them because he's married but also because we work in a small office and I don't want to be part of the water cooler talk around here.

Oye, I'm so frustrated and drained.... 😢
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I was going through the same thing with my Gemini ex, and it would have been easier to wait until later to leave it, but I left in May. He was also so draining and restrictive. I feel so free and Im truly blossoming now that Im up from under his downer mood. I have been recently feeling a bit defeated and if I will never find someone to accept me (not that I dont think Im great and know my worth, but recently dealing with a Virgo, I find that Virgos are extremely sceptical and he's just distrusting of my agenda)
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Posted by bluebetty
Feeling like a pile of shit, mixed in with peanut butter, and squished bananas, topped off with shit sprinkles, in a lovely shit sauce...

emotionally.

Fuck man. Today was supposed to be happy...





It will get better. There will be no more shit sauce situations - we will soon have you feeling like a banana split with chocolate topping and reeses pieces crumbled on the top, delivered by Brad Pitt wearing only aftershave.

Relax. Relax.
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Posted by houstonpeach74
I'll take that cooties hug. I'm still feeling down.



Don't feel down.

You are leaving in December? or he is leaving? Whatever. In December... so we are nearly halfway through October (well I know technically halfway is next week but the few weeks will just rock along and you will wonder where the time went) then you have November - short month and Thanksgiving (FOOD!!!) and then it will be Christmas suddenly.

Not really a long time to pack your stuff up or decide what stuff of his you are going to hide/burn/shred.

It may seem a lot of time when you are looking from here but if you get a calendar (no, not a colander) and work your way back the time will go just like that *snaps hoof*