leaving here

i have a really good best friend that has been there for everything
bad that has happend in my life. well, finally put my faith in God
and my bad times are over. the only problems I experience in my
life are with her and her family, since i live with them and all. i'm
18 and have decided to go to the marines so i can better myself and
make my family proud of me. i know she will be mad when i go,but
i'm not doing anything with my life here. i've been dropping hints,
little does she know i will be swearing in tomorrow and i leave in
less than a month for 4 years. our friendship isn't doing all that well
and frankly i cannot tolerate her anymore. what to do, what to do?

Was she really your GOOD BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Try telling her right up front whats going on in your life and how u feel. Spend time with her befor u leave dont leave problems un solved that would hurt u and her. use your hart and open up to her. Best friends always will be there. Tell her now so you can make the best out of the time you got left.
good luck

You go Girl...
you need to lookout for yourself and it sounds like you are moving in the right
direction. If she is a real friend, she will be happy for you. You will make a better life foryourself. Don't stay behing because you are concerned
about someone being mad...she will get over it. Good Luck

True friends don't treat you like s*** if you're doing something meaningful.