taurus thot

"I have accepted fear as a part of life, specifically the fear of change, the fear of the unknown. I have gone ahead despite the pounding in the heart that says: Turn back, turn back; you'll die if you venture too far."
? Erica Jong

I HATE/DESPISE any change out of my control, that is not of MY doing. No chains on me so I can pretty much turn, twist, jump, do and undo at any moment BUT if it's not moi I get a knot ouwwww in my stomach 😢 Almost about anything. I know this is crazy but I actually had a little split-second 'umph' reaction in my stomach when I read that you, TG, would be moving away LOL I don't know why! But you're taking us with you right? 😛

My bf is looking for a new house and when I heard I was like 'WHAAAAAAAA... WHY?! WHERE TO?! OMG' Well that's how loud I thought it, came out of my mouth quite calmly and less questions 🙂

Yes yes that quote is funny. How bout the other bulls? Are you this way too? To a less extent? More?

Aw thanks TC, ya that feeling in the stomach is how I felt. Now I'm just trying to focus my energies on making it happen & smoothly. My scorp called me last nite all sounding down, he really wants me out there soon with him It made me feel sad but also excited to go.

OF COURSE I'M TAKING YOU ALL WITH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🙂 🙂 🙂

So where's ur bf moving? U moving in?

Oh wellll he's staying in the same town 🙂 Just diff. house lol still makes me uneasy... you know I go down the same road every time and I know the surroundings (yes I know he lives eight mins. away!) know who his neighbors are and who passes by at what times and what goes on and even where to hide when I stalk him *sigh* All my info. straight dammit! He has to move because they're expanding, eminent domain, but it's still gonna be a while, me thinks, yay 😄