You know what's funny! (Page 3)

Red is a nice color I think. I wear it a lot.

LOL its matches your lips. Idk red alright...but I dont think it looks that good on me. I like black,brown,bright orange,and blue.

I like greens, navy blue, a lot of earth colors. Can't seem to pull off yellow or orange though.

LOL you dont like everyone seeing you a mile away?

I got this killer bke coat. it looks hella good. Ill kick anyones ass that calls my a women.

seriously there needs a edit button..... its ME on the last part here.

LOL If they thought you were a woman they'd need their eyes checked.

LOL, well..... needless to say sombody thinks im a rapist too 😛 plus a dog killer.... but can please everyone.

I hate that.... you lost your spark vb...

You see that?

uh huh I see it. scorpio remember..... I see things.

Have you ever held something fine in your hands...and you admire so many things about it. It makes you happy, happier than you've ever been in such a very long time. And you are so afraid, so damned afraid it's going to disappear.

Posted by soap
uh huh I see it. scorpio remember..... I see things.

Since when are you a Scorpio? lol

yea...Ive had that happen.

Posted by Eris

Posted by soap
uh huh I see it. scorpio remember..... I see things.

Since when are you a Scorpio? lol

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I like to pretented im one with my rising. but its just an act 😛

I could tell... You come off very Aries.

I have a Cancer rising ... Sometimes I pretend I care.

You remember when I told you that when I am hurt I internalize? That is what it's like, my fire, my spark grows very dim.

Posted by Eris
I could tell... You come off very Aries.

I have a Cancer rising ... Sometimes I pretend I care.

LOL aww thats so sweet 😛 its that clear huh?

Posted by venusianbull
You remember when I told you that when I am hurt I internalize? That is what it's like, my fire, my spark grows very dim.

yea... I remember vb. I LIke it when your spark burns bright 🙂 it lights the room up. IM serious too.

🙂 Thank you, seriously. You see, I carry so much pain with me all the time, I suppose things cut deeper than I should allow them too. Yet..they cut just the same. Do you know what is the very worst of all though? Silence.

welcome 🙂

yea Ive walked down that road before... I agree. plus with nothing too do, but think....

I believe you are yourselfs worst enemy....this whole year ive been fighting.

I have two side.... one that wants to just walk away and start a new chapter.

but I alway have a dark side....its really dark. IT wants me to hurt the people who hurt me,but twice as hard...

make them suffer.... wanting to take my hands and just beating up my brother until he's really hurt.

Its taking alot too hold it back...but Ive learned its better to live too fight another day.

I just want to curl up in a tight little ball and cry until I cannot cry anymore and then sleep.

😢 Im sorry vb.....

I didn't mean to drag you down into my sad K. 😢 I am just so very tired from time to time. Some days I feel so very young, and others so very old, ancient in fact.

naa its cool vb. I understand where your coming from. LIke if you havnt seen my writing and words. somtimes I dont know how too say somthing so it sounds right and not totally wrong.

Does anyone? Seriously, the *perfect* words only come in books. Life doesn't work that way. "I understand where you're coming from."

i'd like to have all the anwser but I dont.... yep I have..... not as bad tho, but I do know the feeling.

I have a song for you 🙂 this song helped me.

That's pretty. 🙂

yea its my favorite song. its speaks..... if we all just held hands as a unit,we cound take on anything.

That's true. 🙂 Sorry K, tonight has been a bit of a mind bender.

naa your alright 🙂 I just dont really like the title of the post now.

I think it's rather apropo. It's life, no? Sometimes you MUST laugh or you'll fucking cry!

Hey, at least you two always make me smile or laugh, even if I've been (am in) a grouchy mood. I swear, this whole week has been the shiznit, and NOT in the good way 😢 It's been one annoying little thing after another. It's nothing big, life threatening or catastrophic, just a bevy of little annoying things! Example, I was doing a favor for someone and transferring them some money - well, their bank triple billed me the amount. I've been going round and round with them and MY bank to get this ish rectified since Tuesday. And those lil' jackalopes at my bank are like, "well if it's a pend over 3 days it will drop off anyway, so it's no matter." I wanted to choke her. I've had things faxed to this dept and that dept, and nobody seems to know their a $ $ from a hole in a wall. And then just other little annoyance, and I feel I haven't accomplished anything all damn week, so I'm just irked!
Then, I come on here and you two make me smile 🙂

*little grouch crawls back to cave and slides rock in front of entrance --- rant over *

but its not funny... being hurt and sad is not funny.

love yea vb 🙂

(((((((USC)))))))) Love ya lady. ( having enough sense to give you a hug, bid you a good evening and allow you to slink back to She-Ra Cave unmolested )...—

Love ya too Kman. 🙂 Thank goodness I had one minus the pesky bladder control issues, labor and all that other stuff. Ahhh the tumultuous chills, thrills and spills of motherhood.

No, being hurt is never any fun. It just plain sucks quite frankly. That's why friends are so bloody fantastic.

yea I wouldnt know about that vb 😛

I agree 🙂

Posted by venusianbull
(((((((USC)))))))) Love ya lady. ( having enough sense to give you a hug, bid you a good evening and allow you to slink back to She-Ra Cave unmolested )...—

— m?rci lady love 🙂

LMao! bulls dont sleep in caves..... bears do!!!!!! I knew it.

LOL IM going to throw m-80's into the cave! boom!

AIDS?

Posted by soap
LOL IM going to throw m-80's into the cave! boom!

*kicks Kman in the shins * (((take that)))

LOL ...FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT ( being a good Roman here! ). *waving at Crab*

lmao! awww it feels so good 🙂 try it AGAIN!

VB THIS DAMN SPARTAN IS FIGHTING TWO WARS AS WE SPEAK damn that scorpio's.

aid's yes I cound use some!

BWAHAHAHAHHAAAA. Ain't internal struggles fun? NOPE, want to kick them in the metaphorical nuts TOO! And you don't want the AIDS Mr.Crabby was talking about. *fidget*

LOL aid like help! jk I dont need help!

yes they are fun 😛 I have pokmon on my side!

pokmen whoop your ass!!!!

LOL alright...... IM cool,IM cool! HI lady's, looking lovley tonight 🙂

Pffffffft Pokemon. What those lil' thangs gonna do to me? I am Queen Boadicea, mother of kings, ass kicker deluxe! I no fear your puny Pikachus, Richus and Jinx. 😛

I rep team charzard all day son! bloods cant shoot no flame throw out there mouth.

can the crips and bloods evole...... maybe if they drink a 40 and smoke some weed. then maybe.

if they shoot fire out there mouth! then I join there ass.

Don't make me whip out my Dragon. He gets very pissy, and he likes nothing more than to crunch up human bones with ketchup. 😛