Am I the only Virgo?

So I was born Sept 14 and I am a virgo with no doubt about it. But I am in serious need of help as I tend to be misunderstood a lot of times. All my past relationships I seem to be scared of commitments so I made excuses and Left but still I want to get married one day. During a relationship I will keep up with your crap for awhile but I have a tendency to have it build up then I explode like a bomb and I usually do when things are good. It becomes so bad that the smallest thing you do irritates me. I may have a few anger issues or maybe it is in my sign, you tell me!!

When I walk away from a relationship and It was my choice you may think I didnt really care. Why? Because I become so cold hearted, while you cry I laugh and stuff like that. I also hate being annoyed as ever and I will be very rude to you even if I dont want to. How I dealo with my problems is by venting on people I care about or just daze away and be alone and then after a few days I will come around and then people say how I forget them but they wouldnt understand. Being a perfectionist I tend not to want anyone to pint out my imperfections or faults or even mistakes. Two days ago a virgo texted me:
Him:I only hope you dont think or feel any way about me not able to see you today
Me:Lol, I expect the unexpected, since lately I'm hardly disappointed.
Him:Y ur hardly disappointed is it that you dont care anymore
Me: I can be a pessimist at times caz I am a perfectionoist. I do care but I hate disappoints so I rather expect them than think positive and get hurt.
Am I the only one Like this?

No...I feel the same exact way...

I want to be loved, I want to be in a relationship,
but I can find the littlest thing wrong & I wont mention
it. Then once it all builds up I explode too, but I hold
nothing back & feel justified by degrading someone
because its the "truth" or I'm being "honest". Later
on I realize that the situation wasn't that bad at all.
The pessimistic trait would only allow me to see the
bad, not the good. Ill realize I f*ckd up so I disappear.
It's soo hard for me to deal with my issues while I'm
around ppl because I'm so focused on saving them that
I can't save myself. Or Ill disappear to dodge all the
"What's wrong with you?" Questions & sh*t lik that.

The more someone loves me the more I push them away.
Then the moment I do open up to someone I ALWAYS get
hurt it never fails. I start to feel so stupid for going against my
conscience & I shut down even more. I cant afford another
depressed episode so it becomes impossible to break down
my walls & I trust NO ONE especially the ones I have feelings
for since its easier for them to hurt me than anyone else. If I do
find myself driftig towards love I go aloof or I doubt everything they
say especially "i love yu" & "i care about yu". Because of this I think
ill be single forever.

Sometimes I dred being a virgo; I really do...

Posted by slmaz2009
So I was born Sept 14 and I am a virgo with no doubt about it. But I am in serious need of help as I tend to be misunderstood a lot of times. All my past relationships I seem to be scared of commitments so I made excuses and Left but still I want to get married one day. During a relationship I will keep up with your crap for awhile but I have a tendency to have it build up then I explode like a bomb and I usually do when things are good. It becomes so bad that the smallest thing you do irritates me. I may have a few anger issues or maybe it is in my sign, you tell me!!

When I walk away from a relationship and It was my choice you may think I didnt really care. Why? Because I become so cold hearted, while you cry I laugh and stuff like that. I also hate being annoyed as ever and I will be very rude to you even if I dont want to. How I dealo with my problems is by venting on people I care about or just daze away and be alone and then after a few days I will come around and then people say how I forget them but they wouldnt understand. Being a perfectionist I tend not to want anyone to pint out my imperfections or faults or even mistakes. Two days ago a virgo texted me:
Him:I only hope you dont think or feel any way about me not able to see you today
Me:Lol, I expect the unexpected, since lately I'm hardly disappointed.
Him:Y ur hardly disappointed is it that you dont care anymore
Me: I can be a pessimist at times caz I am a perfectionoist. I do care but I hate disappoints so I rather expect them than think positive and get hurt.
Am I the only one Like this?

the virgo guy im seeing right now is same with your birthday. i think he likes me, but his scared to commitment, he will be cold for a few days or when his busy then will get back to me. i dont disturb him when he wants to be alone. but sometimes, i dont know how things will work. first,
coz we are not in a relationship.2nd, i dont know when he will just decide to disappear like a usual virgos. im an aquarian with virgo rising, so i kinda understand when he detached coz im like that too.

Posted by slmaz2009
So I was born Sept 14 and I am a virgo with no doubt about it. But I am in serious need of help as I tend to be misunderstood a lot of times. All my past relationships I seem to be scared of commitments so I made excuses and Left but still I want to get married one day. During a relationship I will keep up with your crap for awhile but I have a tendency to have it build up then I explode like a bomb and I usually do when things are good. It becomes so bad that the smallest thing you do irritates me. I may have a few anger issues or maybe it is in my sign, you tell me!!

When I walk away from a relationship and It was my choice you may think I didnt really care. Why? Because I become so cold hearted, while you cry I laugh and stuff like that. I also hate being annoyed as ever and I will be very rude to you even if I dont want to. How I dealo with my problems is by venting on people I care about or just daze away and be alone and then after a few days I will come around and then people say how I forget them but they wouldnt understand. Being a perfectionist I tend not to want anyone to pint out my imperfections or faults or even mistakes. Two days ago a virgo texted me:
Him:I only hope you dont think or feel any way about me not able to see you today
Me:Lol, I expect the unexpected, since lately I'm hardly disappointed.
Him:Y ur hardly disappointed is it that you dont care anymore
Me: I can be a pessimist at times caz I am a perfectionoist. I do care but I hate disappoints so I rather expect them than think positive and get hurt.
Am I the only one Like this?

the virgo guy im seeing right now is same with your birthday. i think he likes me, but his scared to commitment, he will be cold for a few days or when his busy then will get back to me. i dont disturb him when he wants to be alone. but sometimes, i dont know how things will work. first,
coz we are not in a relationship.2nd, i dont know when he will just decide to disappear like a usual virgos. im an aquarian with virgo rising, so i kinda understand when he detached coz im like that too.

Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
Damn.......that's fucked up.

Goddamn............. that's fucked up.