... and then I FUDGED it up completely.

I'm sorry this is happening :/ Been there, done that. It's rather depressing.

You're doing a good thing though by giving him space. I guess at this point it's up to you to decide if enough time has passed for you to contact him again and see if he's ready to talk.

I hope things turn out okay. Best of luck to you

Posted by happykitsune
I'm sorry this is happening :/ Been there, done that. It's rather depressing.

You're doing a good thing though by giving him space. I guess at this point it's up to you to decide if enough time has passed for you to contact him again and see if he's ready to talk.

I hope things turn out okay. Best of luck to you

Thank you, happykitsune. I just wish I could make my mind up. Part of me really want to see him first and hopefully tell him facet to face that I didn't mean it. But as I haven't seen him for dust, I might have to send him a message saying this. I don't rush things in fear of making any more mistakes, hence the weeks of thinking about it and the need for some advice...

Then don't. Leave him alone. If he went to the trouble of deleting you then so be it. You fucked up, he's a big baby, life goes on.

Posted by sunnycap

Posted by happykitsune
I'm sorry this is happening :/ Been there, done that. It's rather depressing.

You're doing a good thing though by giving him space. I guess at this point it's up to you to decide if enough time has passed for you to contact him again and see if he's ready to talk.

I hope things turn out okay. Best of luck to you

Thank you, happykitsune. I just wish I could make my mind up. Part of me really want to see him first and hopefully tell him facet to face that I didn't mean it. But as I haven't seen him for dust, I might have to send him a message saying this. I don't rush things in fear of making any more mistakes, hence the weeks of thinking about it and the need for some advice...

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Maybe just call and ask if you can meet him to talk about something. I agree seeing face to face is the best way. Especially if you would like to explain yourself and let him know you still care about him. He will be able to see the sincerity in your eyes