Y have i ben bothered..honestly...i thought the history we did have was n our favor. that along with the fact that he had me believing him wanting to be with me. on another note, the whole respect thing..im glad to see it verbalised somewhere else other than with myself..he doesnt seem to respect at all even the common courtesy of wat the Bleep is goin on with himthese days, not even to tell me we have no business together...its just so strange cause hes never NOT sed nething before so i dont understand y now he didnt just tel me instead of all this loopdeloo ish.. he wont even answer a question i ask him if it has nething to do with US as n relations...Weeks ago i brought myself to leave him alone indefinitely and he decides to trail in leaving me ridiculous messages on my fone as if everything is all good and nothing has transpired. i think i may have to tell him to stop contacting me cause wen i leave him alone he acts like thats a cue to start back chatting. its so stupid..it never felt this unbelievably pointless before..guess thats y its time to let go... thats it..y i even bothered...i thought he reallie wanted wat i finally was able to come out n tell him i wanted..thats wat i get for thinking!
