scorpio woman

Hello
i am new to this forum. I want to know what the experts or anyone with insight think about my situation. I dated a scorpio woman for about 3 1/2 years. She went on a trip then came back and said she needed space and didn't want to be in the relationship any more. It was a shocker.She was crazy about me and always complained that she loved me much more than i loved her.Neither of us had to work hard to get the other, it just happened and it was so smooth and exciting for a while. I am a virgo man.For the past nine months i have seen her a few times, and have gone for about three months without talking to her one time, and about two months another time.She never calls me. I don't usually call her.recently we talked and she claimed that she was miserable without me, missed me, and still love me. She said that she is still unable to make up her mind and make a decision. Said that she was at the crossroads. don't quite know what that means.I pretty much know that she has some interest in a Pisces man. They talk and hang out together.she also told me that nine months later after she broke off the relationship,she feels guilty everyday for doing so and wish that she could undo what she did. she said she wants me to be happy and that i should move on with my life. I must say that this woman is absolute beautiful and sexy, not to mention intelligent, and a professional woman. I once made something for her and after all she took me through, refused to give it back to her. I had it in my possession. Eventually i did give her back a replacement, but it was not the original one which she so adored and knew that i made it with all the passion and love in my heart. According to her, every stitch every bead. It was a very beautiful piece of work that i created and she was absolutely stunned by it. she was very hurt by my actions. That happened in Feburary. she said that she has gotten over that. I don't think she has. She claims that she wants to recreate the exact artifact from a picture she has. she is not a craftswoman (btw). It remains to be seen how it will turn out. I believe that she is only testing me to see if i will give her back the original, since she is in such a need to have a similar one for an upcoming event; maybe to see if i love her enough to give her it back.WE had a great relationship for the most part. I believe i became a little complacent toward the end, not going to places with her but wanting to stay home, sometimes not wanting to engage

How can you call it a relationship if you don't talk to her for three months? Maybe she was frustrated that the relationship wasn't progressing in that 3.5 years and she did some soul searching on her holidays and decide to move on or she found someone else whilst she was away.