September 13 & 17

Well my birthday is on the 17 and her's is on the 13 and I'm so infatuated with her it's ridiculous...She has some boyfriend who I don't care to think about cause all I can think of is her...I wrote her a little love letter telling her how I felt, but when I asked her out to dinner and a movie she shut me down, but 4 months pass and she wanted to talk to me again, I was pissed for the fact that she told my friend and not me and how she could just change her mind like that all of the sudden so I txt message her and she told me to stop, but I'm a risk taker i wrote another letter expressing how I feel, but I guess friends is just friends so I guess I can be that, but she doesn't know man, A virgo and a Virgo i'm asking you guys what's up? Can it work? I guess it really depends huh? Well damn man I know I will or won't regret not ever liking someone like that again, it hurts, but at the same time it's a relief...no one's really said leave her alone, but no one ever said don't try either...so I guess it's all a damn mystery...

Understand man this happened in December when I wrote her that first letter and I didn't do it not to mean it I just didn't want to lose an oppurtunity...You hear stories of guys who didn't get the girl because he was too late in his timing...I jumped from first base to third and I shouldn't have I admit that mistake that is why I put it in the second letter...But I mean she is just someone who I see with alot of hurt or pain in her eyes, what I learned about her from my friend is that she has a hard time trusting men...back to December...When she shut me down I was kind of like "My fault i'm an idiot, but move on" I didn't want to talk to her cause it's like I have had sessions with other women where it's like no your not the guy or your the guy, but you don't have the magic to get me...So breaking it down to you in a real way I have been rejected, almost got in fights with girls boyfriends and it's like when I keep going on with life and women it's will I keep being shut down or hurt...I shouldn't hurt myself so I bury myself in other things, yes that's even worse huh?, But what would you choose love or money I don't have greed, I have a will to survive and live...Solid As A Rock...I'm not a ladies man, It's not about me either...My friend told me her boyfriend is some guy with Anger issues I worried for her cause well if you know like I know then puttin' your hands on a women isn't right...He could be the best thing for her or the worse thing, but I cannot look at her...It took 4 months for me to send that 1st text message and she called me saying stop I did that cause I couldn't stop thinking about her, yes my friend told me it was infatuation too, but I wanted to make sure...So I asked experienced people they said give it up your better than that, so I did, but then she wanted to two talk to me about 4 weeks ago...When I found that out I was pissed because she told my friend and not me she couldn't come up to me and talk to me about that...I wanted to talk to her too, but I didn't want to go up to her, for the fact that she wanted to talk to me and she said that I didn't say shit if she wanted to cut it all off I can do that and just live with her on my mind for the rest of my life...No not like that, like "The girl that got away" I am letting her breath i'm not the one going up to her everyday never was never had, just a friendly hello or a meet in the library and chat, not much to talk about cause I don't make the first move then I do...What can I say man she told me not to text message her again after 3 of them and said she would get her boyfriend involved and how she tried to be nice...She said Hi to me I returned that Hi and that was it the rest of the day she must have thought I was going to tlak to her, but I always look at a persons body language...Seemed liek she didn't want me to talk to her so I didn't that's how I examine and analyze, better that than to look stupid and blow it all out of proportion and make her feel pity for me hah not that type of person my man...You either feel for me or you don't and if you don't why should I give a damn? I called her a few times before all this happened to see what type of girl she is, maybe she's a hoe or maybe she's a good girl on the streets and a bad girl when she's with me...Seems like she's the second one and that's why I fell for her because there are a lot of women who don't respect themselves I'd only have sex with them and make love to the women I love and you knwo it doesn't have to be her your right plenty of fishes in the sea...What it is man until you post again you will get another response...

So it's true! Virgos are very talkative and I LOVE IT!!!! *falling in love*

lol, yea..i talk a lot but am2 lazy 2 type. well i get along with cancerians and taureans a lot but i think a virgo+virgo and work out..i think it depends. sometimes if u keep pushin the txt and stuff she might get annoyed.