If

My love would be youthful if i knew of the future.
My love would be without boundaries??_
If i knew how to control it.
If you can find me
Strolling in heaven to my own thoughts,
If you can save me and
Praise me.
Tell me i'm not sneering....

If i could find you
The road would seem longer.
Expressive of my love.
The road would compliment my struggles,
It would wrap itself around my finger
Happily.

If you can find fortitude to be with me
To visualize sensation at night.
If you can crawl underneath me,
Allow me to squash you every once in a while.....
If you numb me from commotion,
I'd say maybe.

If i found you already but chose not to receive,
My only question is why do you stick around?
What allure keeps you holding on?
What color is your emotion?
If i stick with my vow, would you give in?
If you could,
Would I?

If my fall is stronger than the reason,
Don't tantalize it.
If my heart is bigger than i can adjust to,
Ignore it.
If my words circle around the block,
Dress yourself with charity
If I dance with contradiction,
Laugh in oblivion.

If i find you along the way,
I hope you'd save me with silence.
Protect me with fiction.
Kiss me with romance.
And forget about the lesion