Some poetry, please share your thoughts :D

I blame my past, because now I'm desensitized
I do try to feel but I only analyze
The obvious can't be redundant enough
Though I couldn't care less, I would just shrug it off

I look in a mirror and it seems to frown
Always reflecting the slowest way down
Though sometimes it laughs as I keep a straight face
It really is time that I learn my place

Cant seem to get past
Im bored with my past
I can never sit still
I'm betraying my will

This doesn't make sense
I should be in past tense
I can't, I won't do it
They would see right through it

I know I stopped caring
Cause it brings me distress
It would feed my ego
Which she used to caress

I could never hide
And its time that I bide
I cant ever sit still
Just betraying my will.

Or maybe I'm misunderstood by a bunch of idiots.

There you have it!
Let me know what you think!