"i have this intuitive feeling that i, perhaps, am meant to be alone. i am truly a difficult person to be around in long doses, i am an ocean, a tempestuous ocean, sporadic, inconsistent, tumultuous, forever changing, taking in and pouring out, overwhelming and daunting. mediocracy is not an option, in fact mediocracy is suffocating, rings me and stretches me out to nothing, my potential is great, and that is what i strive to be-great and huge-the ocean...the world is too huge! and i don't want to be lost among it, i must shine, if not flicker, as a star seen from the vast universe..there is more to this mundane, drawn-out, social-driven life, and i don't want to wait til im old and on my way out to realize what it is...the change must happen now, personnally, before i get carried away with this surrogate monster that rocks us to and fro with the comfort of the blinded eye...ignorance may be bliss, but it leaves you lost in the end..."