I want this xMoon all for myself. Thank you for that lovely song. I didnt know such a soulful song existed on the planet. It stirred my soul deep. The singing, the lyrics, the voice damn!!! how impactful it was..
@StarMooney OMG I am shivering reading your post. That sounds just like it. "leave you with a never ending yearning that only I can fill, I will put some type of magical love spell on you that you can't escape from. I will ALWAYS be the one you compare everyone else to" - This is it !! Such an apt description of the torture they can inflict.
But why do all this when the person is very accommodating, understanding, extremely loving and loyal and gives the undivided attention that one craves for? At least in my case the reasons are more to do with the practical day to day life challenges and he still loves me, and has made it clear. Except that he will never be that sweet because he doesn't want me soaking in a love that is just a fiction. But boi oh boi before he chose to tell me this, out and open, and when he was making a one-sided decision to move on when I was oblivious of such a thing coming up, God did he fry me in hell? His transition from being a partner to now an acquaintance was a walk on thorns and coal. We are still talking but like bloody zombies though.
I really wish to know what outcome will be in such cases.. wont the cancer feel any remorse at all? what happens to all the love they had? Just what happens in that silence / void where the other party doesn't have a glimpse of whats going on??
It is one thing to return the same treatment but nothing ever comes out of mirroring that quality. It makes matters worse in fact. One could go on and live life and wish let them come running back. But with the kind of sudden sharp pain inflicted, it becomes difficult to just have a great attitude towards this and "move on"
@fullwaterpisces. OMG I can relate to every word you just said. I endured the same butter a while ago but we are in a different plane now (still a hurtful / painful one). It is terrible how he lured me in with all magic and then suddenly a biting ice cold attitude which stays on perpetually. Nothing will ever make him change his mind. How I wish you have an iron will (in this matter) and not give in to all the love and jazz. Gosh! I feel you deep down my heart. You poor thing. *hugs*
OMG !! Is it true ?? Do cancer guys do that?? I mean to push away the people who love them?? This cancer dude was interested in me and waited forever to have my attention.. and then I gave him the most honest and devoted attention he always wanted.. then we decided the relationship wont have a future for several important reasons but very amicably and decided to handshake and continue as friends bcoz we didnt know what else to classify it into.. but he has become so cold..and is keeping himself unavailable.. i dont understand why he has to do that.. why should the love vanish totally? wont he ever come back??