Lilianni

Lilianni
joined July 25, 2015
female from USA?
TX home town - Virgo sun Aries Moon Sagittarius rising
  • Lilianni
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    Wow dxpnet has really changed since the last time I was here.
    I don't like the mobile update
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    Any mars aspecting pluto
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    Woman crush every day
    http://imgur.com/t2V1prf
  • Lilianni
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    Yep! Definitely can be seen that way!
    It is irresponsible to just do whatever without care or concern for the people around you
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    Shout out to my new full set! Because of them, I would type "corgi" instead of "virgo" and "negative" instead of "because"
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    There's this one smell I always smell in my math class... ridiculous
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    Posted by sierra_
    Posted by Lilianni
    How has venus in chiron play out for you? It's kind of hard for me to wrap my head around a virgo chiron.


    my chiron in virgo is in the 12th

    i have a lot of health issues and read that i've got some past life issues too

    that i would end up helping other people more than myself

    and i can definitely see this happening in my life right now

    i've always tried to deal with my griefs alone

    my vesta (which i believe is the cure) is in pisces 6th house (a direct opposition to my wound)

    maybe i will make another thread about that one

    how about yours?
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    Could you further elaborate on the health issues? And since it's in the 12th, do you deal with them alone? Or are you just not conscious of it until you're alone or until it hits you? Like do you overwork yourself?
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    In my opinion, it's honestly up to you. For me personally, the costs and the long term effects aren't worth it (I don't want to be saggy with hard silicone bumps poking out). I have better things to spend my money on. I think in those circumstances, like UnicornSag mentioned, it should be your decision, not someone else's because it's your body and you're going to be living with the long term consequences good and bad that come with it. Big boobs aren't a necessity. There are many famous women with smaller chests and currently bigger butts are all the rage.
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    Haha yeah. I have cancer in my 8th so he makes me feel some type of way Tongue
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    He's a cancer. Cancer sun, cancer mercury, cancer venus.
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    I have chiron in scorpio conjunct my venus in the 11th, square jupiter and Uranus.

    Growing up I've always wanted to be in the in crowd (who doesn't) and had the personality and interests to but I was always kind of awkward and socially anxious, which would push the people I admired and wanted to be friends with away. You know those people who seem well rounded? Attractive, socially adept, flexible yet firm and confident people are the ones who attract me and who I want to be friends with. I usually don't make my own friends and found that people would choose me, and their interests would often times not align with mines, so I'm here unhappy and not fully satisfied with my friendships wishing I was friends with those more adept and noticeable people, but being too socially awkward for them to accept me. It hurts to never be fully satisfied with my friendships/relationships and knowing I could do better but when I try, I end up rejected because my social awkwardness isn't something I can control. Because of this, I can befriend someone who could use a friend, be a really good friend to them, care about them, listen and keep their secrets, but oftentimes after me they find their main "clique" and don't need my friendship anymore. I've never had a real boyfriend but would give my friends relationship advice all the time. Growing up, I think what formed my venus conjunct chiron was my mother's relationship with me. She didn't trust outsiders so would dump her emotional burdens on me, and so I would have to be her friend or partner and support her when oftentimes I just didn't want all that weight on me. This was during my formative years (13-17).
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    How has venus in chiron play out for you? It's kind of hard for me to wrap my head around a virgo chiron.
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    This is the most Cancer Venus song I've ever heard
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    Nice, that's dedication right there and you've been going at it for awhile
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    Are you still working out?
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    Honestly any combo is nice if it's sun conjunct venus
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    Posted by AerialView
    Posted by Lilianni
    Posted by AerialView
    Is it valid if i dont know their birth time and use the default clock 12 pm noon?


    Might not be valid for them but valid for you and your house overlays


    Later i wil put the chart of me and my best bud. I hope you're ready to give some insight ๐Ÿ˜„
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    Oh no I'm asking YOU for insight
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    Posted by AerialView
    Is it valid if i dont know their birth time and use the default clock 12 pm noon?


    Might not be valid for them but valid for you and your house overlays
  • Lilianni
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    We do. We tell more than show. Like everyone has mentioned here, we only show said feelings to trusted persons. If we do show our feelings, it's due to other influences in our chart, or we're going crazy.
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    Posted by Koniuchaa
    I'd look at it as an extreme version of a Pisces moon.

    Planets in the 12th house prefer to be hidden away


    It's complex. They want to hide but only because they've been discouraged and taught to hide. They really want to be seen but it just feels out of control and painful.