SassyKiwi

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I met up with him to try to get closure but treetrunked up and he hugged me a lot and went to kiss my cheek but I treetrunking dived into his lips so I basically digged myself in a deeper hole. treetrunking Tauruses. I told him not to touch me.. I NEED to get over him. Maybe I should become a nanny. Trying to make sure children don't die seems like a great distraction

I'm sorry you went through this. Is there no hope for reconciliation?

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He's open to reconciliation but this is about him not being good for me and me only acting out my irrational feelings for him which I'm trying very hard to get rid of. I think he'd be a good friend to have but I can't help but crave his intimacy so he isn't allowed to be my friend ? It's unrequited feelings. I would argue it shouldn't be considered unrequited since I'm having feelings for him against my will.

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I'm going through the EXACT. My mind's long moved on... but my heart and soul refuses... those cookiemonsteres will be the end of me. I don't even know if I wish this person never came into my life. A person should never have this kind of power over someone. You really learn what kind of emotions a person is capable of having triggered within them. It's INSANE. And all so time consuming and draining...

OMG YES! Finally someone who understands my pain. I've experienced heartbreak before but this is beyond that. This is my soul crying out along with my heart bleeding profusely. It's like my mind can hear my soul crying out to him and my heart being drained of life. It's weird and I can't even explain what I feel. My mind says NO, a definite NO but I know my heart and soul would say the contrary to that. Which is why I'm glad I haven't been in contact with him because I don't know if I have the strength to completely shut that door yet my heart knows that it's best we keep our distance.

No one has had this effect on me. Not even my ex husband and I don't know why? My friend said that our soul feels and knows things that we ourselves can't comprehend and that that gets lost in translation through our hearts and our mind. That it filters out what we can't understand even though our Souls can understand it perfectly. Like an ancient language that has been lost and we only know of a few words but we don't have the whole thing down.

I hope we can get through this.

What perfect articulation. This is so freaking painful. My soul aches and cries. It's on its knees begging. I hate how distance can make irrational emotions grow... You're lucky you can completely avoid him. I still see him in class for the next 2 months. The affect his presence alone has on me is ridiculous... I have never had to have so much emotional and mental strength to get through something in my life... it's physically wearing me out... I really hope this passes us soon. I want to write him something after I get better (has to be before the semester ends)... if I do at all at this point -_-

I don't know your story but if you haven't completely poured your heart out, I'd imagine it would be a good time to write down your feelings. It helped me move on mentally because I was finally able to say what I wanted to. I did my part; It's closure for me knowing that he at least knew about my feelings and I won't be torturing myself in the future with what ifs scenarios. We will get through this but it will take time and distance. You having to constantly see him is nothing but torture. Thing is not seeing him is also torture because you wonder where or what they're doing. It gets better with time and distraction. I don't know how long it will take to get to a place of complete disconnect but I do know that I'm better off being where I am now. It hurts to love someone unconditionally and have to deal with constant ups and downs. My Aquarian lil heart can't take it.

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I met up with him to try to get closure but treetrunked up and he hugged me a lot and went to kiss my cheek but I treetrunking dived into his lips so I basically digged myself in a deeper hole. treetrunking Tauruses. I told him not to touch me.. I NEED to get over him. Maybe I should become a nanny. Trying to make sure children don't die seems like a great distraction

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Being too available - shelving other important things in your life just to wait around for this person.

Making time - prioritizing person into your busy schedule, not making him/her top priority but A priority.

Similar views.

Sometimes if I like someone i''m too available, wonder if that's an Aqua thing. It's how we show interest lol always being around. I dont shelve important things thou.

Hmmmm things to ponder on.

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Same. I'm like this too. I'm a heavy introvert so that could probably be why. I only get triggered to desire to frequently spend time with very select people. It means I genuinely like or appreciate you.

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It's girls who need emotional connections the most. Guys do not need that butter

Guys seem to be shallow as treetrunk--and I can never tell the difference -_- fml

They are. DO NOT BE FOOLED. STAY WOKE. The closer they are to settling down is the only time they might attempt to emotionally involve themselves. Before that is just all for fun to them.

Oh My God!

Then I should just become a lesbian?

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Lmao that crossed my mind too recently. But nah, chicks are nothing like a man. Except... there's barely any MEN out there lel just fuccbois

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They're the type you put a ring on

Have you dated any venus in Cap?

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Just trust me when I say they are people great to settle down with. They are not your player/sleeping around type unless they got other promiscuous placements (cough sags lel)

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It's girls who need emotional connections the most. Guys do not need that butter

Guys seem to be shallow as treetrunk--and I can never tell the difference -_- fml

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They are. DO NOT BE FOOLED. STAY WOKE. The closer they are to settling down is the only time they might attempt to emotionally involve themselves. Before that is just all for fun to them.

You're not a serial killer nor a psychopath, NEXT

They're the type you put a ring on

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Lmao omg you Muslim men and your polygamy. treetrunk that butter. No woman in their right mind is into it.

He really meant polygamy? No

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Yes. He meant polygamy. He's Arab. Polygamy is extremely common and real in the Arab world.

Lmao omg you Muslim men and your polygamy. treetrunk that butter. No woman in their right mind is into it.

Posted by rekt

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Kill their optimism. Crush the treetrunk out of them. Make sure they dwindle into depression.

Taurus man break your heart then?

cookiemonster only I break hearts!

Then why the hate? Something must've happened

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I hate all signs equally. Depending on my mood, I will hate some more than others. My current best friend is a Taurus.

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Kill their optimism. Crush the treetrunk out of them. Make sure they dwindle into depression.

Taurus man break your heart then?

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cookiemonster only I break hearts!

Lmao who the hell falls for Aries people... they're like meatheads

Kill their optimism. Crush the treetrunk out of them. Make sure they dwindle into depression.

Anime is for sissies

Lmao I used to be like get hurt!! It makes you grow!! But lmao lol cookiemonster I hope you RAN FAR.

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We all secretly want to be adored by a serial killer

Angsty teen runs away from home with biker gang

Lmao I wish

I'm in the process of letting someone go... I literally just had one of the hardest cry in my entire life. It was as if I was grieving someone's death. And that's a way to look it... I have to see what was ended as a death...

It's girls who need emotional connections the most. Guys do not need that butter