Moon trine Mercury

Moon in Pisces 9th House

Sun Trine Moon
Moon Trine Mercury
Moon Trine Saturn
Moon Sextile Mars
Moon Square Venus
Moon Square Uranus
Moon Square Neptune

Moon Dominant Rank 1/ 13.0%
Sign Pisces Rank 4/ 11.8%

Hello everyone, I need some help regarding my retrograde mercury in sag in the 6th. From what I've read having a planet retrograde in the natal changes quite a few things. My mercury also squares my Mc which definitely corroborates the fact that I have issues speaking mostly stage fright, but even when I'm having a good flow in conversation I somehow stutter or stammer and it kinda ruins the flow like if people were interested then they loose some interest. Can anyone help me with my retrogade mercury aspects or links to some sites that I can use. Or experience with these aspects. How does a retrogade mercury affect these aspects
Ascendant in gemini 28°
Mercury sextile Jupiter orb -0°09'
Mercury square Lilith orb +0°04'
Mercury square Midheaven orb +3°14'
Moon trine Mercury orb +8°12'
Mercury sextile Saturn orb +5°37'

Moon trine Mercury
Moon trine asc node
Venus trine Pluto
Mars trine Lilith
Jupiter trine Lilith
Saturn trine Asc
Uranus trine Asc
Neptune trine Asc

Yes I'm talented, with psychology, philosophy, poesy. I know human mind very good. I can make a beautiful outfit out of simple sack. I make jewelry as well, using anything available, different stones, beads, feathers, shells, it does not matter. The idea comes in mind, my eyes visualize it and my hands make it real.

Sun in Eighth House
Moon in Fifth House
Mercury in Ninth House
Venus in Tenth House
Mars in Ninth House
Jupiter in Third House
Saturn in Second House
Uranus in Third House
Neptune in Fourth House
Pluto in Second House
Chiron in Ninth House
Black Moon Lilith in Fifth House
North Node in Tenth House
Part of Fortune in Ninth House
Vertex in Sixth House

Aspects Sun Conjunction Mars (orb 7°51') Moon Trine Mercury (orb 3°16')
Moon Square Saturn (orb 1°36')
Moon Square Pluto (orb 0°53')
Moon Trine Chiron (orb 2°2')
Moon Conjunction Black Moon Lilith (orb 6°33')
Moon Quincunx North Node (orb 2°42') Mercury Conjunction Mars (orb 4°41') Mercury Quincunx Pluto (orb 2°23')
Mercury Conjunction Chiron (orb 1°13') Mercury Square Vertex (orb 0°7')
Mercury Trine Ascendant (orb 5°6')
Venus Opposition Neptune (orb 5°18') Venus Trine Pluto (orb 4°5')
Venus Conjunction North Node (orb 2°15') Venus Trine Vertex (orb 1°36')
Venus Square Ascendant (orb 3°24')
Venus Conjunction Midheaven (orb 4°12') Mars Conjunction Chiron (orb 5°54')
Mars Square Vertex (orb 4°34')
Mars Trine Ascendant (orb 0°25')
Jupiter Conjunction Uranus (orb 0°49') Jupiter Sextile Black Moon Lilith (orb 3°45') Jupiter Opposition Part of Fortune (orb 2°53')
Saturn Sextile Neptune (orb 1°16')
Saturn Conjunction Pluto (orb 2°29')
Saturn Square Black Moon Lilith (orb 4°57') Saturn Trine North Node (orb 4°19')
Saturn Trine Vertex (orb 4°59')
Uranus Sextile Black Moon Lilith (orb 2°57') Uranus Opposition Part of Fortune (orb 2°4') Neptune Sextile Pluto (orb 1°14')
Neptune Quincunx Chiron (orb 2°23') Neptune Opposition North Node (orb 3°3') Neptune Sextile Vertex (orb 3°43')
Neptune Opposition Midheaven (orb 9°30') Pluto Quincunx Chiron (orb 1°9')
Pluto Trine North Node (orb 1°49')
Pluto Trine Vertex (orb 2°29')
Chiron Conjunction Part of Fortune (orb 9°28')
Chiron Square Vertex (orb 1°20')
Black Moon Lilith Trine Part of Fortune (orb 0°52')
North Node Trine Vertex (orb 0°40')
North Node Square Ascendant (orb 5°39') North Node Conjunction Midheaven (orb 6°27')
Vertex Trine Midheaven (orb 5°47') Ascendant Square Midheaven (orb 0°48')

Okay so I'm a libra moon with an aqua stellium.

So this is the thing about libra moons. We see the bad and good in people and believe that the person can change. Therefore we often can come off as blind and continue to give out chances. I can definitely say that my moon trine mercury makes me give people the benefit of the doubt and justify their mistakes/the way I mistrusted them.

Libra moon makes me feel the way I'm expected to feel instead what I actually feel...so I can see why people think we're superficial. We're just confused and all over the place with emotions because libra is very 1+1=2. Emotions and love just don't come that easy for us to express.

Libra moon= more emo and quicker witted than libra suns, sensitive, A LOT MORE indecisive, locked in emotionally, gets depressed when the balanced is messed up, believes in getting even
Libra sun= more whimsical on a surface level, chatty, care free

I also have my sun in cap. Kinda brings an air of seriousness (no pun intended)