Blocking vs watching

So, I'm a Gemini Sun, Scorpio moon, if someone I have had a love interest in let's me see them move on on social media, I'll watch. Lol it actually helps me let go. It's incredibly painful tho.. now, if they block me, its a little painful of course but I can some how I can make them almost disappear in my mind.

Which do you prefer?

Scorpio moon torture 😈

I blocked the Gem from sm but didn’t on my phone. I explained to him it would just be less torture for me that way. We reconnected briefly and after he STILL couldn’t commit to me, I sat his ass down, told him I loved him and that I was leaving and although I said I wasn’t going to block him this time, I said I didn’t expect to hear from him.

I purposely did not follow anything of his. What’s interesting is he’s still active in mine. I know he misses me. Good! But you don’t get boyfriend rights unless you are actually in a relationship with me. A REAL relationship not just some half-assed situationship.

Following him is just like sticking a knife through my heart. Why do that? 😢