I have so many anaretic degrees in my chart (I need help)

mercury in leo 29 degrees

i’m kinda really dumb tbh, everyone says virgos are smart but i’m kinda stupid as hell logic wise.



4th house in aries 29 degree

i do hate my father a lot, he’s an aries and we just don’t get along together and i’ve been planning to live far away from them after i complete my studies for a few more years.

5th house anaretic degree? idk what that means but i’m guessing it has something to do with lacking creativity and maturing from it

10th house anaretic degree means i probably have to choose my career wisely but neptune in my 1st is irritating me since i do not know where i will go in the future.

11th house degree, idk what that means

help me please my life is so terrible i hate it

just wish i was never born, sometimes i feel like killing myself because i’m so dumb and my education is just too hard.



the sun in 8th house already shows my terrible relationship with my father