Gemini Man & Aquarius Woman

Hey! I’ve known this Aqua Girl for about 7 years now and we’ve been great friends! We always would enjoy each other’s company and play videogames together. We’ve never really engaged into anything deeper because i feel that we wouldn’t know where to start.

She’s been my best friend for years and even though we do not talk sometimes for weeks, when we reconnect it as of that “break” never happened. We used to hang out all the time and she would occasionally say “I miss you, lets hang out again!” I’ve felt that sometimes, she has thought of me in a deeper sense but i could never prove it.

Sometimes when im being distant with her, she would message me things that have to do with a videogame and i of course would reply. As time passed, she did move away for her education and we kind of lost “contact” for about three years until recently.

We’ve been playing games together and sometimes we’d be up till 2am just talking. Funny enough, just the presence of each other is relaxing. She has made comments saying “When I’m on the phone with you, i feel sleepy,” i jokingly usually say “Am i that boring?” And she would simply say “No” and would bring up something else.

She did invite me over to her new environment and i happily agreed, we connected again and its as if her three year educational voyage never happened. We did have a good time together, we had lunch, played games and took a walk around her neighborhood. She’s very knowledgeable in her area of Marine Biology; when she shows me facts about “Sea Lettuce, Mussels, ect.” I can’t seem to help mysef but admire her intellect.

I feel as if, she will never make a move on me and i’m just plain scared she’d hate me if i told her anything.

When i was about to leave, i jokingly said “I’ve overstayed my welcome, i will be headed home” and to my surprise she said “Have You?” and i Didnt know how to reply to that lol.

I grabbed my things and told her i was leaving. She got up and made a sad face 😢

We hugged and she offered me to walk me to my car, i rejected her and walked outside to my car.

Something inside me tells me, she has always liked me. She always comes to me for opinions and takes my opinion to heart. If its a suggestion of how a certain thing will look in a game, she wants me opinion.

She has Called me Annoying over the phone but denies it later when i mention it again. She acts mean towards me sometimes and even said “What if i find another Gemini Man and I replace you with him?” She’s gotten more, harsh towards me, almost like a bully but still laughs with me when we come together.

Sometimes, i do miss her alot. But i dont tell her anything.

Sometimes, i want to say if i can see her to hang out. But i’m scared to be too close to her.

I get this weird feeling in my gut, that she DOES and always has liked me. But I Don’t Know where to start.

What do you guys take on this?