aquarius men

well i must say im fascinated by them,,my first close encounter with a aquarius.,.,we talked and talked,,its was so smooth and natural..all just flowed,.then one thing led to another,,it wasnt til after i told about me having a boyfriend..well you can all guess what happend..Anyhow it was the first person in a long long time,,or if ever who really gave me the feeling of being on the same page as me..

he could finish my sentances,,even though he dosnt want to be on "that" level with me (i think)..i can sometimes get to think of him att work and smile for my self,,then poof 5 minutes later i get a text from him,,its like i "know" why he feels like he feels and like he knows how i work,,i doubt my self,,i try to explain theese feelings to me "feel what he feels thats just imagination cause i wish it was like that" but i still feel..like we had a connection..On somekind of level that i really cant explain,.I hate unlogical stuff.

Even though for example we didnt have any contact for a month..and then got together,,its like,,when we see eachother we smile and ,,atleast i have the feeling of that we truly enjoy eachothers company..And it feels like we just spoke yeasterday..we could stop time and talk and talk ..like we never get finished of talking..Im amazed..ive never met someone like him.

i just have to write this "crap" down,,because i just didnt think i would ever meet someone who really can make me feel alive..im in a relationship,,and all is just complicated,,so it will never be me and him...But still when i think of him,or talk to him,,he just makes me smile and so happy..

im a gemini with rising aquarius..taurus moon and gemini mercury
all i know is that hes a aquarius with gemini moon and aquarius mercury