she REALLY threw me for a loop, she called me the NEXT day! she said it REALLY hurt to force herself not to talk to me, and she said she just wants to slow things down a bit ONLY because she's wants to make sure that this lasts forever, and NOT because she doesn't love me anymore, she said she sometimes makes things sound worse and more confusing than they are. So basically she really loves me and doesn't want anything to happen to our relationship, and that I'm the only guy she's ever felt comfortable with and she wants to avoid making this end at all costs because its very possible that me and her are meant for each other. Gotta love hearing that 🙂 and plus she said that "everlong" from foo fighters reminds her of me 🙂