Maybe he's just not that into me?

Posted by epidemicdreams
Last winter, we were drinking and I tried to kiss him... he turned away. I was devastated but recovered.. He has a gay best friend who is also crazy in love with him who gets grabby sometimes and one night he told me that I didn't 'try hard enough' to make him feel awkward...

See, this is the line that had me confused. You tried to kiss him, he turned away, but you didn't try hard enough. What were you supposed to do, reach down his pants and grab Mr Big?

So, how does he act when the gay friend gets all grabby?

I think he loves you. As a friend. Like a sister.

I always say that people (not situations) make things difficult and if its that hard just to even START dating him then you should find someone else that's easier to be around.

Posted by epidemicdreams
Sometimes with he and I, it is like we are in middle school, for example, yesterday he was poking my boob with a fencing sword... That is how we flirt. It is innocent. But here is how I know he's into me...

haha sounds like something I would do! *shrugs* You saggies just bring out the childish side and that includes poking boobs hahahaha.

I read the rest of it too I wanna say I know where he's coming from. There's been more than a couple of occasions where I just wasn't sure if could provide the stability at the given moment and being sucked into the whirlwind of liking someone and saying something blunt like I don't know.

But hey things are looking on the up so congrats!