Star, sweet Star

Star, sweetie,

How have you been? How was your holidays? I am sorry that I haven't written. I have not been doing very well at all. This is the first day in a very long time that I have wanted to write everything. Did your daughter get spoiled? Mine did (as always) :-)
Did you have to work?

Take care my friend and I am sorry again for not writing,
Mt_Moonshine

Hi Girl!
I had a wonderful Christmas Day! I had to work Christmas Eve, but only for 4 1/2 hours...I was filling in for another nurse so she could spend the evening with her family.
My daughter surprised me and went to her Dad's for Christmas. She had fun and came home with money to spend...now she wants to go shopping! Of course!
We are not done with Christmas yet...get together with others this weekend...
I am sorry to hear that you have not been doing well. I hope that this changes for you. If you want to talk about it....let me know.
Take Care!
Star

Hey,

It must have been a real suprise for you to be alone for a bit. Did you enjoy it?

My daughter was spoiled as usual and she made me this most beautiful crystal drum.

I have been sick for about 2 weeks now and it seemed to get better (more of a relief feeling) but now it is back again. I went to the clinic and the doc there said that it could be a severe bladder infection or a cist. Well he gave me antibioctics and that seemed to make my mind race and I couldn't sleep much. I finally finished them and I am sleeping a little bit more now but the pain and some of the other symptoms are still there. I know I should go to my doc but I just don't want to face that right now. Yes I am getting heck from everybody here, too.

My xmas was quiet and very pleasant and I really enjoyed it.

Take care,
Mt_Moonshine

HI!
I must admit I am concerned...I am a nurse, you know...
Your health is very important! You must not let it go too long!! Promise?

Actually, my best (male) friend invited me to his sister's house with his family on Christmas Day...and, our relationship has taken a bit of a more serious tint to it since...
He is sooooo wonderful! He has Leo rising...which I can see in the way he moves so clearly...but, I can see his Aquarian sun sign too...
Truth is...I love him and so what about anything else...

Please do tend to your health...do it for your daughter, if not for you...
Wishing You The Best!
Star
P.S. Duncan finally agreed to let me go back to Star and get rid of the silly Sister_Moon sign on..

Hey,

Is this the fellow you were talking about before? That is so cool. My e-mail account is on hold right now. They are changing "management" again. So if I say something to personnal here just say 'shuddup' Mt. k? LOL.

I know you are a nurse that is why I told you about this problem. It has gotten better but not fully. My theory is that because of what has happened this year (you know) that my body is just wanting a rest for awhile. But, yes, I promise you and everyone else that I will go see the doc in the new year. I won't be able to get in to see her before then.

I have seemed to have really impressed my boss over the xmas season and she is very happy that I am the only one who knows what the heck I am doing, hehe. I thought yesterday she was going to strangle this one girl. But she is an idiot and she should have been gone a long time ago. So that could be a part of what is going on with my body also.

I am wishing you a very Happy New Year's with this fellow of yours and may the new year be a good one for you and your daughter.

Love your friend,
Mt_Moonshine

Hi!
Glad to hear you are getting recognition at work! That is one thing some boss's overlook...
Yeah...this is the same guy...we will have been seeing each other for one year very soon...the end of January.
He is so sweet and I am so comfortable with him...
I have decided that when you are with a guy and you feel like you are "home" when you are with him...that is the key...
The really good thing is that he and my daughter get along...and she gets along with his kids (although his are older and no longer live at home)...
We will still take it somewhat slow...I am in no rush...but, I feel that our cards are more out on the table, so to speak...
I wish you the best New Year ever! May all good things come to you and your daughter!
Star
P.S. I see that Rainbow Man is back!

Hey,

Yea, I think everyone should let their cards lay as they may. I am so happy for you.

Yea, he has such happy writings that I had to see if he was still around.

I, myself have been happy for the last little while, well besides being sick, that is. My emotional state has improved greatly. I have finally found the happiness I have been looking for all of my life. No, I haven't met a man and no I haven't gotten back together with the one I was telling you about. It is finally an inner peace that I have found. It has been good all around for my daughter and my roomy. We all can see a difference in my 'tude that it is nice to come home to a 'happy family' situation instead of a 'war zone'.

My love and caring thoughts are with you and yours tonight. Have a Happy New Year's and be safe.

Have a good one,
Mt_Moonshine

Hi!
Yes! I know what you mean! It takes a long time to find peace, and when one does...they wonder why they didn't discover the secret sooner...
Somehow, each must learn at their own pace and overcome whatever obstacles...
I am happy for you!
I wish you only the best!
Star

'A star shining bright and strong to come from the miles and miles away is what you are to me.'

I am so glad that I have peace in my life now but last night was bad for me. I didn't get to ring in the new year. My body decided that it had enough and I had to go to bed early. I am feeling very slow today and sore but the headache that I have had for 2 days is not as severe.

I have been reading alot of 2002 horoscopes. You know what is instore for the year. It says it is my year for a change. But it has to be my decision on what I change. I think I have the power to have a good year. It can't be as bad as the last 2, right? At least I have my job and I am not getting laid off, like it has been for the last 2 new years. My mom is getting a new car so she is giving me her old one, which means I will not be so limited in what I do now. That is a good thing. Maybe I will even come and see you, Star, lol. You never know, eh!

May your 2002 be everything you want.

Love your friend,
Mt_Moonshine :-)

Hi!
I don't always read those predictions for the New Year...so, I don't know what they are predicting for Aquarians...
You are right about having the power to change what you want...
Some things are harder to change, though...like things we feel we have no control over...
I am happier with my job now that I went straight nights...I really love it!

I think you give me too much credit! But, thanks for your kind words!
I am happy we are getting to know each other...
Hope you have a good day!
Star

Hey sweetie,

I know the predictions aren't always accurate but hey it gives me something to read.

Just wondering if you have been reading 'Rainbow male replies'? What is your thought on that? I get such relief in his writings and it makes me feel comfort but also in a way in makes me feel scared.

So did you have to work on New Years? I was not in the best of shape to bring in the new year. But like I said I promise you that I will go to the doc's.

Tell me something about this fellow? Is he kind? Gentle? Funny? An Aquarius? You have been friends with him for along time or short time? Gimme something, girl, hehe. I know he must be a very good person if you picked him to be in your life.

My thoughts and prayers are always with you,
Mt_Moonshine

Hi!

I just went and read more of "Rainbow Man replies"...I think he is sweet...I find nothing frightening about him...except that he could steal a girl's heart...

My guy is kind, sweet, patient, gentle, funny, very intelligent, and Aquarius!
Aquarius with Leo rising that is! He gets along well with my daughter and that is important! He and I have been friends for 1 year now...and just decided at Christmastime that we will see each other exclusively...as it turns out, we both had stopped seeing other anyway! We just have so much fun together and feel so comfortable with each other...
I am happy!

I hope things will get brighter for you...
My thoughts are with you...
Take Care!
Star

Hey Sweetie,

I thought I replied to you yesterday, but the message wasn't here this morning.

Rainbow male is a good person and I can feel that but when I said scary I meant it as 'is there something there that shouldn't be?' I like talking with him but I don't want him to think there is something more and get hurt about it. I am not ready for anything, emotionally, and mentally. He does bring pleasure and happiness into my life when he writes, just as you do to me also.

That could be scary, 3 Aquarius's in the same place at once, lol. Just kidding. I am sure that everyone gets along just fine. I think that is the best way to go, is having a friend turn into a mate. There is no surprises and you know you can be yourself with them.

I am so glad that you are happy. I can tell by your writing. May this year be the best for you.

Take care my friend,
Mt_Moonshine

HI!

I do know what you mean about 3 Aquarians together...but, for me, it is absolutely the best atmosphere...it is non-critical to the max...and that is what I need...I am a perfectionist...due to my upbringing...

So, I like being able to really hang loose and be myself...

However, each of us is different...I am a planner, but, can be spontaneous...
My guy is a procrastinator and so laid back (which I love...and, will have to get used to...)...so, he is a "NOT planner"...but, he can follow a plan...

My daughter is as changeable as the sea, and she runs deep...she is the coolest person I know! I mean it! She is awesome! My sister pointed out to me that she thinks my daughter is an Indigo Child...and after having read on it...I think my sister is correct...they are a little frightening actually...because they are so advanced spiritually and intellectually...but, I would never trade my position in this life...EVER!

Hope all is well with you! I wish you only the Best!
Star

P.S. Ya know, I think Rainbow Man is a little bit sweet on you...and what is wrong with that? Absolutely nothing! Laurie and Kelly met through this board!
He seems like a good guy...who will build a woman's self-esteem...
What sign is he and where is he from??
You gotta think about yourself too in this life! (I decided that is what some of your health concerns are about...YOU are telling yourself that you do not pay enough attention to YOU!!)
Just try it...
TTYL,
Star

Hey girl,

That is awesome that everyone has a 'job' in this relationship. Heehee. What is an Indigo Child? I am sorry I have not heard of that term before. Where can I find info about that? Sounds very interesting. Is it old folklore?

I thought Rainbow Male was interested in me also, but in his last message he considered me a sincere friend. That to me is the best thing I could have right now. It scared me for a couple of reasons. You know my esteem has been low and I can't think of anyone being interested in me and if I don't think I am ready for that level in life. Just a esteem issue. But, oh Star, his words do warm me and make me feel comfie. I asked him where he is from but he wouldn't say, just that we have a post for each other. I don't know what sign he is but I am sure he will tell me one day. It is nice that someone (male) has taken to listening to what I have to say and responds to me with comfort.

Anyways, so what does your new beau looklike? Dark hair with blue eyes maybe? A little bit taller than you? And maybe just enough muscles to make you swoon? Eh.

Heehee take care my friend,
Mt_Moonshine

Hi!
There is an indigo child web site at www.indigochild.com. I bought a book called "The Indigo Children:The new kids have arrived", by Lee Carroll and Jan Tober...but, I still don't quite get it...supposedly we are more tuned into psychic happenings and our children, especially...something like that...
I do know that my daughter fit the pattern described...
So, I go with the flow!

My daughter likes my guy...but, she describes him as short, bald and fat...
Cute, huh? I think he is cute...he has dipples when he smiles...green eyes, and he is taller than me! As far as the balding...that part is true..he had a bit of a paunch, but, I figure I can work that off him!! (Hehe!)Anyway, it is not bad at all!

Glad that you and Rainbow Man are friends! You Go Girl!
Best To You!
Star

Hey,

Thanx for the url. I will go and check it out. Maybe my daughter has a bit of this too, from what you said in the last message. My daughter has a wee bit of a psychic ability also. She said she used to see angels all the time but not so much anymore. She used to get so mad at me because I couldn't see the angels that she was seeing.

He sounds very cute and of course your daughter would say that because mine would say that also if I had that type of situation. The girls are very much alike as you know from past writings.

I am very happy that Rainbow and I are friends. I like having new friends.

Take care,
Mt_Moonshine

Hi!
Been busy around here..working nights works best...sort of...but, I end up sleeping a lot at times, and not enough at other times...oh, well...

How are you doing? Hope things are going well and you are feeling good.

Did I ever tell you to go to the post on this site called "Angry Aquarius"? I described how to Angel Meditate on there...it is cool to do...I feel closer to my angels since I started doing it...they say our angels are there to help us, but, can't unless we ask...
Well, talk to you later.
Take Care!
Star

Hey,

I guess I am ok. I am a little confused, though. Rainbow asked if we could e-mail each other and I got him to use my excite acct. But it still isn't working properly. Anyways, I gave him my other acct and he hasn't sent anything. Am I reading to much into this? You don't think he was just playing a game with me? I hope not. I really liked talking with him.

I believe in angels and I do talk with them alot. My mom figures I have quite a few of them around me. Every time I get into a jam I come out smelling like roses, she says. LOL.

My hours got cut at work but it will be ok. It is normal for this time of year in retail. I just will have to put off doing some things that I wanted to do. And try to save some money.

I am so glad work is going well for you.

Gotta go,
Take care,
Mt_Moonshine

HI!
Write to him again...
I don't think you read too much into it...
From what I could tell, he is intrigued by you. Of course, a friendship is the best way to start...
so, just write him again and say "Hi!"...etc...
You talked about a battle to come (health related)...you don't have cancer do you? You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to...
Your Concerned Friend,
Star

Hey,

I will do that. I will write him again. It just doesn't do a thing for the self esteem when people do this to me. It has happened quite a few times before but never from a male. I thought males would be different.

The battle I was referring to was the dealings of my ex-husband. Yes in a way you can say it is health related because I always get sick after dealing with his crap. It is more of an emotional battle that it is. My ex is not a very nice person and unfortunately he is Aquarius. That is why a while back someone posted something about Aquarian males and there personality and I had only bad things to say because of my ex. The situation sux and my ex sux and sometimes life sux.

I hope Cwab responds to you. He has good writings also.

Take care my friend,
Mt_Moonshine

Hi!
Cwab is so interesting to me! You did notice that his eccentricity is obvious, didn't you? But, I love eccentricity! That is why he fascinates me! I hope he realizes that I am his friend...Cancer's can be so shy and distrustful...

About Aquarian males...even though my current guy is Aquarius...I had a compatibility chart done before we proceeded too far!

I know what you mean...
My last was Aquarius and he was very egotistical and conceited...though we ended up as friends...
Still, if it had ever come to legal matters...there is no way I would have won! He was wealthy...
Good thing we never got married...
I was the one who broke it off...and that was very hard for him...but, I had to...
I have also known other Aquarian males with too much attitude...
But, it depends...other signs sometimes have it too...
Aries, Scorpio, Leo...

Our natal charts came out VERY compatible...and so far, it seems so!

Take Care!
Star

Hey Girl,

Just a quick note to let you know that Laurie is back on the board. Yahoo. Now I feel complete. I have got all my friends in one place.

Take care,
Mt_Moonshine

PS..send her a message on the Sag board. I don't know if she reads other boards like we do. I know she would be happpy to hear from you.

Mt_Moonshine :-)

Hey Girl!
Thanks for understanding me! I like SKEE-LO and worry about him...but, then after I pissed him off...I thought maybe I shouldn't have...he does fascinate me...I suppose because I do not understand him...

Thanks for letting me know Laurie is back!
Take Care!
Star

Hey,

I have just finished reading the posts between you, Scorpio Babe and Skee-Lo. He doesn't seem to want to acknowledge me talking at all. I don't understand what I did to him. I have always liked him. I liked his talking when he is calm, and tried to figure him out when he would blow. I know everyone thinks you and I are the same person but he doesn't even seem to care that I might be a different person and have feelings. I have tried many times to talk with him and he never responds. Maybe with him wanting to talk with you, you can find out what I did.

Feeling really bad right now 😢

Mt_Moonshine

Seriously, I am sure you did nothing wrong...
Quite honestly, I am surprised that I have him talking to me!
I told him "Hi!" from you! He has not personal e-mailed me!
Take Care!
Star

SKEE-LO just asked where you are and that he thought you wanted to ask him something...
Start a new post to him...
Talk to you later,
Star