Friggin Aries is she using me taking the meek !

Gosh I'm hurting soooooo bad but don't want too torn , I have been friends with a Aries since Christmas 2010 .... Has passionate fwb relationship because the Aries convinced me we were cool together and we were was I don't know bloody hurting do much and want to lash out but can't .... Ok
Me and this Aries were tight literally she lived in my pocket ! She was around my flat 4-5 days OT of 7 and me over at her boat 2-3 days at a time , this has been going on sonar last year untill June 10 th when we were meant to go to see a car but she never bought her ticket , althiugh I told her too , she said she thought I would have then age would pay me back but then dismissed it saying she wasn't feeling it any how ... Well after I got back on the 14 th it was like she never knew me , pulled away and plus I knew she was moving into her new flat so thought ok she will call and be over to rant in how great it is , thing is when I asked if she wanted help she just said no and although she helped me she wouldn't let me help hef. So now she has moved in I don't know which flat she's in although u could find out , but the point is she hasn't invites me over yet our close bond seems nil , and what hurts is she's treating me like a leper but talks to everyone else on fb etc ... Then she will random text me to say am I ok general banter ! But that's it . She came over 10 days ago , and spent Friday - Monday night with me , all cuddles smiles banter , but then it's been 10 days again and now I read she is off to the coast , this post sorta came after I posted I was talking to someone on the phone who tried to chat me up , I hate face book , as I not sure if this was a calculated move but I'm like if u don't want is say ? But I asked her to take her printer last time she came but she said no leave it here as I will only get pissed if you have my lead and I have the printer ...

Now her behaviours says its finished but yet I get texts to try and start convo and like I say the long sexual week end ... Guys I don't know what to think ! I didn't know I felt this strong I think partly because we are such close friends and she has blunted it with this coldness ... Worst still she is meeting her friend also down there knowing I read her post ... I panicked called her at 1 am but she never picked up ! She just seems to be disrespecting everything we shared and built up almost like sabbatarge , I'm having a inner fight and trying to keep my pride in tact . But it's hard I'm not col

Guys , I'm caught in a dilemma ! Friends and lovers , yet she has a hold on me , seems to want to have me there but not close anymore , I'm like just end it just say you don't want me , don't leave me hanging ..... Can any one help me here do I in box and end it ? Sit it out and wait to see what she wants as she keeps saying she wants space ..... She's planning trips etc to Ho clubbing and so on , yet no longer with me ... I don't say anything as it feels like she wants me too... Did a few weeks back said she was out of order and I had enough then she Apolagies etc and showed up two days later .... I don't know it's messed up!

I feel lie saying if you don't want friendship or how we're were why don't you just tell me to get lost ! Guys I feel broken I thought our bond was jnbreakable ....
Geeezzzz gutted !

Give her space if she keeps telling you thats what she wants.