i feel like a nobody.

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Posted by BloodofAries
i see no hope in my near future.




that's because you're not even TRYING to see anything.
you're only focused on your immediate pleasures and immediate gains...and nothing else.
happiness doesn't just fall into your lap. you gotta get up and search for it.
judging from all your previous posts and this one, you seem to be all about immediate gratification (and i understand how appealing that can be. i'm an aries too so trust me, patience ain't one of my strongest points lol) but usually when something or someone is REALLY worth it, there's gonna be some hard work involved (both internal and external).
Sometimes you gotta leave your need for instant gratification behind and go for something bigger and more meaningful.
i hope this makes sense. i tried. lol
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if you're in the fine arts program at school i'd say you should try looking into automotive design. i just looked at your profile and i can see you like cars. choosing a career is as easy as finding something you like to do and expand in that area. i love cars too.. i'm going into an engineering program to design cars from the ground up that run on alternative fuels because let's be honest, in 10-15 years the gasoline powered car will decline in popularity and i need to capitalize on that.
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Posted by everevolvingepithet
America is going to have to start sing it's own oil reserves, china has plenty so I don't see the 'alternate fuels' for a long time.



alaska has so much oil! it's nearly impossible to extract though because of the pact they have with the native americans to preserve their land. so yes i agree with you, there's a shitload of oil in untapped reserves. but energy efficiency, and greenhouse gases play a role in determining the future of gasoline-powered cars
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Posted by BloodofAries
the most usefull comment i have recieved so far was the first...i think i am going to change my major from fine arts to nursing this year so that i can apply for a program to get sent overseas for further training helping people in a 3rd world village..heard there is a program like that anyways.

i maybe a bastard but what i was looking for on here was not for people to tell me who i am....i have thus far concluded i am currently the lowest common denominator of the human species...to be honest what i was looking for is reassurance...li' lucky cuase i'm wealthy? thats funny i think its some kind of fucking curse, i'm on the net looking for reassurance because my parents throw money at everyone of my problems, when you people probly got a sit down and a slap on the butt for being bad as a kid..when i left my 3rd world home when i was 12 i was a douche in school where you would get a spanking i got a fucking shrink and a new Xbox..so don't fucking tell me i'm lucky atleast your parents cared..and don't fucking look down on me for trying to change....you were raised rich with emotion maybe not as muc material wealth, i was raised on little emotion and more than enough material wealth...having is not as much fun as wanting so don't fucking judge me.



Look you are a fellow Aries, and people who responded to this post are saying what they think will get you to fight for yourself.

Yes many many people don't understand you, but there are people in this world that try to get through to you, even if they aren't your same age, they aren't male, and not from your town. My advice to the topic of saying "nobody understands me, how could you dare say this", think again! Some people know you are capable of finding the answer as you get older, and know to say something that challenges you!

Now me on the other hand, I feel more talkative and more nurturing at the moment for no reason and will just say, hey I think you are doing the right thing by looking into your life and self-examining. BTW the current planet transits predict this kinda self-examination at this time. I am doing it myself as we speak haha. You are right that you feel your friends are pulling away and other things are confusing right now, but I think you are wrong that this is some attack on you that they are doing these things. You are trying to balance what you want out of life, and wh
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Posted by DazedScorp
You want to live paycheck to paycheck? I want to suck cock for pennies on the dollar. Give me a fucking break.



I was trying to make a point that nobody wants to live paycheck to paycheck. I didn't mean to come off rude. It just really struck a nerve. I understand that money doesn't bring happiness, but it does make life a hell of a lot easier to live.
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this is a great discussion. I think what both sides are getting at, is the meaning of true happiness, which those who are currently living paycheck to paycheck or trying to get to a paycheck are feeling the whole "what should I do" along with those who may have felt they were given too much assistance and now feel like they are wondering how to make it on their own as well.

Eventually we have to combat the ideas in our head that say we can't do things on our own, and tell those stupid false-talking ideas to can it, and find what we enjoy and what we can do and go with it.
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15 YearsAries

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fact is i went to college just to say that i am, i took the fine arts because i enjoy painting, music and fashion, i had no intention of making something out of my self after i graduated from the four year program as a.."bachelor of the fine arts". even as i write this i pause and look up to the wall above my desktop...a banner hangs there "Bachelor for life"...no..i don't want to be..i got through the stage where i always said i would never get married, never have kids...although i would never say it out loud...fact is i wana grow up a raise a happy family..i wana have a wonderful wife whom i will never feel compelled to cheat on...i guess it's time for me to grab hold of these reigns and bring this shit under control..thnks guys.
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15 YearsAries

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everevolvng you're starting to piss me off, fuck you and your africa shit! is that your idea of redemption cause it sure as fuck aint mine so quit fucking talking about it you fucking pulsating vaginal discharge, i will find my own means of redemption not yours. i may whine about it but maybe you should pull your head outa ya fuckin ass and realize i dont have to move across the world to fix my fuckin problems..africa ye. ...forget my art? are you fuckin insane? art has been my get away for as long as i could remember droping it would be like cutting off an arm, but you wouldn't understand would you? only humanitarian work is key to redemption in your world isnt it? fuckin pompous fuck...i let u take a few swings at me in earlier post but do not fuckin make it a habit i wont sit there and say "yes sir" like a bitch.
maybe i'm whining but you know what..it takes that whining to make me improve my self so i will, meanwhile you keep your idea of manning up to your fuckin self ok?

and while you do that im gona pack my bags because my final exam is tomorrow and i have a trip booked to the carribean on tuesday.

GOOD BYE FOR A FEW WEEKS AND THANKS FOR THE HELP PEOPLE! i will check in tomorrow before i leave for the airport to see the comments on how childish my last comment was. bye.and sorry.

BOA
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BloodofAries
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15 YearsAries

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Posted by ellessque
I predict we will see the same thread from him in 5 years time.

He's a twit now and I'm sure he'll still be one then.




here is a quote i should have used a while ago for the likes of you....

"i may not agree with what you say but i will defend to the death your right to say it"

call me a twit my dear, but are you aware of the fact that it takes a twit to know a twit?...maybe untrue but right now i believe it cause you're judging me without ever having tested me on my knowledge i assure you that i am not a twit, as a matter of fact i was a straight A student in high school and i maintain a 3.7+ GPA in all areas of my studies in college..even tho it's mostly art. now then before calling me a "twit" i suggest you use a dictionary to familiarize your self with the word. Fuck you and have a nice day.

sincerely, BOA

now then to everybody else i know i have been a rude jerk and so it seems like i have not taken your comments in good grace but i want you guys to know despite my immature behavior, you guys have all helped me more than i think you know, rude awkening though it might be i realize the time to change is now i'm at the point in my life where everydoor i open, and every door thus far clossed in the process is another step to who i will be as a man.

sorry everevolving u definetly hit a nerve on the art thing.

i went out and purchased a net book this morning, to bring along so i will try to keep connected, flight leaves in 30mins.

THNKS ALOT GUYS, I'LL BE SURE TO POST PICTURES WHEN I GET BACK. BYE!
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what's the point of comparing yourself to others in the journey of life? sometimes they'll be ahead, sometimes you will be ahead. that's just how it is. least i think so. i couldn't give a flying !@# $ that my friends are grinding to climb the corporate ladder. that is just not me.

figure out what you value, what you want, what to do about it & go for it.
there's nothing stopping you but yourself.
you're young, you're competent, you've got the back up...make some moves.
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ariesbabie
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Ok i dont know about what was said about selling your stuff. It might be nice to get whatever you want, trust me i'm the same(not to your extent though) from my family, but i also found it neccesary to make something for myself and go to college to obtain a career. Forget about your fast food job if only keep it for part time, and make something for yourself. You wont feel so useless, find something that your interested in and start making a career for yourself. Show some respoonsibility and make some of your own money. Trust me it feels a lot better then relying on your parents for everything. You need to learn patience (being an aries, it is tough, but i have learned a lot thanks to a virgo lol) stick out a few years in school doing something for yourself. You'll feel a lot more fullfilled and productive. You just have too much time on your hands. Oh and yes since you say you have so much money a little donation here or there wont hurt for good karma. So live it up, a lot of people would love to be in your situation but don't lose your true identity or fall short of your true potention.

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Posted by BloodofAries
WHY THANK YOU SO MUCH! DAMN THAT WAS A LONG ASS FLIGHT! elle i may need a lot of things but u need to grow up, as do i thats why i'm gona ditch this topic right now, i'm gona grab a fuckin pina colada and i'm gona go on the beach halla halla mother fuckas its parteh time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! been here 2hours and i'm already goin parteh crazy halla halllaaa!


I guess something about the life style is not satisfying you since you're imply it isn't fulfilling. Maybe your friends filled a part of your life and now that they're gone the void is obvious. Try not to make it "all or nothing issue" that is not life. If you look at it as I am always going to be a bachelor that's a false reality. Who really knows if you're going to be married or not. Maybe you don't want to get married because the marriage your parents had left an impact. Since you can't find a substantial meaning in your life right now, then there is a lack of connection to this life; you're moving on friends made it obvious. What are you really afraid of? What's the worst case scenario that you try to mask with parties and pina coladas? Have you come clean about the cheating?
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Posted by BloodofAries
i am more than handy with investments in the stock markets as my father has taught me...don't take me for a fucking idiot i know how to do things...i'm just pissed because my friends are working so hard for maybe 4-5grand a pay check when i could get that much in a week on the stock markets or 5minutes talking to my parents....


By the way I wanna learn about the stock. I mean I have some idea. Why don't you tutor me? I wanna make some money from that. I am serious too.
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god damn. it's 3 in the morning and i cant get ajusted to this damn time zone, i figure its been a while since i checked up on this sooo lets see...thanx alot to the past 3 posters what you guys said did make a bit of sense..exactly what i was looking for in this topic to be honest, some insight from a 3rd person point of view, thnks and i mean it.

deepcappy if you wana learn about the stock markets, i suggest downloading "AvaFX" it's where my old man taught me what i know now...ummm its virtually impossible to tutor you on here, i would literally need 3 computer screens to teach you anything worth while. so try to do it on avaFx its like a game version of the markets, you start with 100grand and try to increase it by reading the graphs and investing in the right stock, be it oil or silver. you get daily news release on there too so say a new mining company found a lovely vein of silver, you have to read the news realese find the proper company read the past candle sticks and ballinger bands and determine wether or not that stock will be worth buying into or selling if you have shares in it.
the stock market is an awesome way of gaining money...and of course vice versa last year i saw my dads friend buy in 55,000 shares of some stock at 36cents a share i dont remember what it was exactly but from what i heard his 55k shares costs him like 20grand on the market 41 days later that same share went from 36cents to 20 $ do the calc 55,000X20..asuming he sold out at 20 $ a share and manged to sell them all thats 1.1m made in 41 days....with that in mind another family friend lossed close to 300k last month thanks to the tokyo crisis..what happened? he checked his account and went to sleep, woke up at 10am and the stock he bought into had crashed significantly and he did not have a sell margin inplace..

also if you really want to get into this i think it costs 5grand to open an account, check it out with your bank.
but keep in mind making money can be a snap, but losing it can be even faster. you never know what will happen. you can only take educated guesses..anyways gl im friggen beat gnite.,
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15 Years

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Why does everyone has to attack everytime someone post something on here? I dont get it.
It is like this forum is full of angry people that just willing to jump and attack the moment you post your issue on here, instead of trying to give a useful advice without making a personal judgement ... geez people .. chill ...

BOA ... it is ok to feel what you feel. You should be glad that you are seeing this early in life. I am 26 and I just got to the point in life where I am standing and looking around me and thinking what the hell now? ... I was at uni and when you are at uni you think the moment you are out there is a life out there ... but you finish your studies ... you come out and you just see that dead end, you see the routine, you see the people around you doing the same stuff over and over and you wonder "is this all there is to life?"

Well no, I refuse to believe so. But for me and many we don't have much choice, we are bound to stick with our boring ordianry lives because we can't afford to leave our jobs and seek our true purpose. We don't all have wealthy families, our options are limited. So look at it the positive way, you have a wealthy family, so you get time to sit down with yourself and explore your options. Think really hard, think about all the things that make you happy in life. What makes you happy BOA? ... for me I like helping people, but I couldn't be a doctor, nurse or a police, because I faint at the sight of blood. I did engineering, I thought that can help people somehow, but to be honest it isn't my muse. I try and help others in different ways.

You just have to figure out what makes you happy and then just go for it. And remember to never compare yourself to anyone, you are who you makes yourself, so make that someone count 🙂
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Posted by BloodofAries
deepcappy if you wana learn about the stock markets, i suggest downloading "AvaFX" it's where my old man taught me what i know now...ummm its virtually impossible to tutor you on here, i would literally need 3 computer screens to teach you anything worth while. so try to do it on avaFx its like a game version of the markets, you start with 100grand and try to increase it by reading the graphs and investing in the right stock, be it oil or silver. you get daily news release on there too so say a new mining company found a lovely vein of silver, you have to read the news realese find the proper company read the past candle sticks and ballinger bands and determine wether or not that stock will be worth buying into or selling if you have shares in it.
the stock market is an awesome way of gaining money...and of course vice versa last year i saw my dads friend buy in 55,000 shares of some stock at 36cents a share i dont remember what it was exactly but from what i heard his 55k shares costs him like 20grand on the market 41 days later that same share went from 36cents to 20 $ do the calc 55,000X20..asuming he sold out at 20 $ a share and manged to sell them all thats 1.1m made in 41 days....with that in mind another family friend lossed close to 300k last month thanks to the tokyo crisis..what happened? he checked his account and went to sleep, woke up at 10am and the stock he bought into had crashed significantly and he did not have a sell margin inplace..

also if you really want to get into this i think it costs 5grand to open an account, check it out with your bank.
but keep in mind making money can be a snap, but losing it can be even faster. you never know what will happen. you can only take educated guesses..anyways gl im friggen beat gnite.,


Thanks for the info, I;ll look avaFx up. What about E-trade? are those any good?
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I swear, these people who go on here spilling their hearts out are asking for help! If you cannot relate or help or advise, STFU! Did he ask for you to patronize him? NO! Jeezuuus.

I've met rich people who have more moral insight and love for those in need than the bastard who grew up poor who would more than gladly stab a friend to steal his lunch money for some crack. So WHAT if he's rich and his parents gave him everything, he deserves it because his parents probably worked really hard to provide that for him! If you resent that, bring it up with YOUR parents. Just because he's rich doesn't mean his values weigh any less, the guy is realizing his faults and is lost and confused and trying to find direction. That to me is the first step, and is pretty damn noble. Some people go a lifetime being a nobody.

Look, BloodofAries, you cannot compare you to your friends. Everyone has a pace in life and they're all different. Your friends make more steady decisions in life and are more methodical about their aspirations because they probably don't have others they can rely or fall back on, but you do. You've got parents whom basically built a life for themselves and FOR YOU as well, that's why you haven't been concerned about paving a path for YOUR self. It's not entirely your fault; part of it is bad parenting, they nurtured you too much and didn't teach you self-sufficiency. However, seeing that you realize you don't want to be in their shadow that is honestly really something because I knew a boy once who's very well off and could never admit he's a useless bastard who is just waiting for the will of his parents. At least you want to make something of yourself, that is hope. Honestly, you're turning 20, you've got a lot of time to find your calling. Give yourself a break and move at a pace that is comfortable for you. Be yourself, not your friend. Try to go through a list of things you're good at, you say the stock market, maybe look into that and see if there's a deeper interest. If you're good with stocks, you may be good with finance, accounting... Try different internships, dabble in something you haven't thought of before, you'll be surprised at what you could possibly like. Most importantly though, there are still a lot about yourself you don't know yet so don't be so hard on yourself. One step at a time.
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I've struggled with some of that as well. Everything on the outside is great but I want more, need more, worry about what I don't have...so on and on. In the end I had to get real with myself. If I wasn't happy it was because of me. When I started to make goals that I was truly wanting to do and did them is the only time I found peace. It felt right! I can place all sorts of things in my life to try to emulate true happiness and it will for a minute, but who wants that? Have fun but know who you are. Get your aries under control or else you will always feel like you're wondering around aimlessly. Do things you can be proud of from the inside out. Self fulfillment is going to be the only thing that settles that uneasiness in your mind. I want to be married and self accomplished (something I feel is a direct fruit of my labor),but if I am not careful my uneasiness and being impatient will run it all away.

By the way I am not implying you're unhappy, but more so unfulfilled in your heart.
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15 YearsAries

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Posted by DazedScorp
from BloodofAries sent on 4/19/2011 at 4:44:26 AM

anytime faggot i'm actually quite happy with my life no just went through a depressing stage you on the other hand can go fuck your selff you fuckin cum droolin gutterslut...oh and ye u can post that one up too cock munch, pretty petty tactic shows u rely on people on this forum way too much i send u a pm and u post it on a topic to get an upper hand which u failed at horribly. ur resolve aint shit.




If you really want me too, okay then. You're making yourself look great. Keep up the good work.
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im an aries and will always be 🙂 don't give a fuck what you think cause fact is ur a pussy just like ur zodiac sign says u like stabbing people in the back and planning shit out u cant fight like a man bitch.

now fuck you and have a very jolly good cock sucking day you fucking monkey fucker.
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BloodofAries
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15 YearsAries

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Posted by amethyst2002
*facepalm*

For the love of god, SHUT THE HELL UP. You really don't redeem yourself at all by behaving like this you immature, arrogant, little shit. Way to feed the negative Aries stereotype. Until you decide to become a real man and not some shit talking pansy on the internet, whining about how shitty it is to be so privileged, go back to playing with your fucking legos and leave the adults alone.

Whenever I read your responses, I feel sad and embarrassed for you. Seriously. I hope to god some day you wake the eff up and grow up. You're bound for a long, painful, lonely life at this rate.

Feel free to fling insults about my age, gender, or whatever other misogynist bullshit your usual fall back shtick is. I won't be reading your pathetic drivel. 🙂




yooouuuu...i stirr clear of cause u scare the shi outa me. so as o your comment what im gona say is simple

🙂 fuck you.