
LibraJackson
@LibraJackson
8 Years
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Long story short, We started seeing each other back in March with no intentions of getting into a relationship. As I just got out off one and he's moving away to New York for a year in September.
We both ended up dating each other and things got serious like our friends were aware of the situation.
He freaked out and ended up. so I left as that, a month after we contacted each other and started to hang out with each other more. This time he's more sweet and he started saying the cutest thing but we both know at the end of the day he's still moving away.
Anyhow, I went on holidays last weekend and I came home to him. He was there in my place, my house mate let him in early. He made me dinner and was soooooo sweet and loving. After we spent few days with each other. He started messaging me straight away saying he's going to miss me when he's away.
I genuinely think I got the hang of this. I haven't been pushing for him to commit. When I get to spend time with him I cherished every moment of it. I told him to text me when he wants to not because he has to. Don't get me wrong I'm not sitting around doing nothing without him but I feel like both of us have so much going on why should I force him to do anything. I think he knows that I don't force him to do anything and when I'm with him, his happiness is my happiness. All we do just laugh and eat.
Since I have accepted the way things are going to be. He's more sweeter and romantic and I don't know what to do at this stage. I feel like both of us are in love or some what feelings towards that path but we don't want to say it to each other because he's moving away.
He said he would make time for me when he comes home for visits.To be honest I'm so happy he's going away to explore and be young and I know wherever he goes people will love him.
I want to tell him how I feel but should I ? of course I won't say it until the last day I see him before he moves.