l>O And the Ram

I'm beginning to drive myself crazy with obsessing. I'm gearing toward IF he comes back to me, what would I say to him? He's out of town right now, but will be back this weekend. I'm thinking I'll hear from him by Wednesday or Thursday night.

We're supposed to go to Tahoe with my friends but the date has changed. And now I'm stressed out because I -HATE- NOT KNOWING the facts!!

ARG.

*~AnYwAyZ~*

Who can gear me in the right direction? I literally can't stop thinking about him. And the strangest part is that I like feeling this way. It makes me smile. But I'm scared b/c it may be falling apart with me standing there, all oblivious.

Are there any other Arians out there who do this? I have all these great, wonderfully romantic, soft ideas in my head. I can up conversations and scenarios, but when we come face-2-face,, "Duh. uh...IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!"

I dream of finding a love. . .like no other. Someone to be by my side, always. Who will make me feel, but won't expose me.

Ug. I'm such an idiot.

POST.

*can come up