Mixed feelings

Last tuesday evening i was walking in the park with Joyce. She got a Hernia and i kep her active by walks in the parks and stuf.

so last thuesday we were standing by the water and we were looking at the moon. i was holding her in my arms and she started talking about why it didn't worked out for us the first time we were in a relationship. We are both single ( and Aries 🙂) and we understand eachother VERY WELL.

Then we both agreed that we miss being in love and all the kissing and hugging. Later on she asked me to start with her again, with some conditions on it :

- we wouldn't tell our parents ( gives us space to check out if we really fit )
- We wouldn't tell friends .

So since that tuesday night we are trying it again. but i got mixed feelings with it. She told me once she is still a virgin. Being with me in this brings sexual tention with it. The good thing is is that she has a Hernia otherwise it would go too fast just like our past relation.

By going too fast i mean that we are lieing half naked on the bed on the 4th day ......

We agreed we wouldn't explore sex for for the first 5 months....
But we were lieing half nake on the bed on the 4th day ....

Hi my lovely boyfromutrect...just a throw-in from me....second time round with someone and especially at the beginning is always etched with a slight hesitancy and reservation on both sides...one is afraid that "first time round bad stuff" is gong to happen all over again "second time round" - sometimes it does but then often times not, it doesn't because both parties have learnt what makes the other tick and what buttons not to press....

As for the 5th month before any sex....and 4th day of lying together...welcome to the human race where passion and the need even to be just touched will always over-ride the logic of "we must wait"...think of the animal kingdom......they need to brush off each other daily, groom each other (monkey land:-) not referring to either of you as monkeys!!!.....and just be close in a sensual way........so just go with the flow with what is both OK for you both:-)

Wishing you the best......as I know the bestest of hearts that you have......and remember if all else fails, you can try your Zorro technique:-)

Alana x

Hi Alana 🙂

This is different than the first time i was with Joyce. back then there was this girl who was pushing us together.

Recently we really grown to eachother and we even called ourselfs brother and sister. We're both very open to eachother. i wouldn't expect that 2 Aries would fit this well. Cuz we both understand eachother VERY WELL 🙂.

The thing is ... her first boyfriend was a focking dickhead and made her afraid of making love and have fun with boys. Althou she is still a Virgin, she would like me to unvirgen her. this because she feels very comfortable when she is with me.

I guess i have to get used to the idea she sees me as "the one who's gona do it ".

too much info 🙂 *Rolls Eyes *