I want to be someone else aka hating your chart

I literally hate mine..

Aries Sun + Gemini Moon + Pisces Venus + Cancer Ascendant?

I didn't deserve to me punished like that.. Headstrong vs sensitive; confident vs humble (aka insecure); talk active vs needing a long time to find the words to express what I REALLY am trying to say.

I can see how people would be annoyed by me. I feel like I'm a lot of work and only a few can handle me.. I hate that, it makes me truly sad. I wished I could be a relaxed, feminine, graceful, patient, happy and confident woman but instead I'm jekyll/hyding myself through life.

It's not that I don't value or love myself, but if I could choose I would NEVER take all these conflicting things. It's torture.

I wouldnt miind a gem moon

and cancer asc should be nice too

Posted by strudel

Posted by Aries04
I wished I could be a relaxed, feminine, graceful, patient, happy and confident...

u want my chart. 😛

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Do I? Lol what chu got?

Posted by arietteheart2
What is the rest of your chart?

I have a love hate relationship with my air moon. Air is such a weird place for a moon. I personally think Pisces venus is good for an Aries sun and also...do you realize with a Cancer rising you can probably get away with murder with most people. People probably think of you more favorably or at least are more forgiving of your faults than you realize.

Posted by Reincarnation
Venus is exalted in Pisces. It's a very good placement.

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Please elaborate on Venus Pisces? It has me all dissolved in other people in situations. I can barely stay within my character on way too many occasions.

Posted by arietteheart2
What is the rest of your chart?

I have a love hate relationship with my air moon. Air is such a weird place for a moon. I personally think Pisces venus is good for an Aries sun and also...do you realize with a Cancer rising you can probably get away with murder with most people. People probably think of you more favorably or at least are more forgiving of your faults than you realize.

Sun Aries 13.57
Moon Gemini 21.12
Mercury Pisces 17.39
Venus Pisces 7.52
Mars Taurus 29.02
Jupiter Aries 7.50
Saturn Sagittarius 21.09 R
Uranus Sagittarius 26.43 R
Neptune Capricorn 8.00
Pluto Scorpio 9.16 R
Lilith Cancer 14.45
Asc node Aries 11.35
Ascendant Cancer 14.13

Posted by strudel
taurus sun, leo moon, scorpio asc.

merc aries, venus taurus, mars scorpio.

Love my chart 😄

I'd ditch the Jupiter placements in Gemini though but it's because I still haven't grasped what it helps me with.

Virgo Sun/ Aries Moon/ Cancer Venus/ Virgo Mercury/ Sagittarius Ascendant

...life doesn't get better than this.

Posted by Aries04
...but instead I'm jekyll/hyding myself through life.

I think pretty much everyone experiences this to some extent.

I guarantee that I have THE WORST astrological chart out of anyone in this world.

I have ONLY SQUARES AND OPPOSITIONS. THAT'S IT. And most of my placements are just bad in general. And my ENTIRE CHART is CARDINAL so not only is it ass-raping itself naturally, these YEARS of transit Cardinal squares are ass-raping my chart too.

So I laugh when I hear other people whining about their chart!

At least you don't have Gemini Ascendant......

Sun: Cap
Moon: Taurus
Ascendant: Aries
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Mercury/Neptune/Uranus: CAPRICORN
Venus😛isces
Mars: Cancer
Jupiter: Libra
Saturn: Aquarius
Pluto: Scorpio
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...I want to trade my Mars in so bad for Scorpio or Capricorn.
SOOOO BAD.

Well, I think your chart is actually very, very interesting compared to mine! embrace what you got. 🙂

I have gemini moon as well and I've noticed I'm super sensitive it doesn't take much for me to tear up OR I get butthurt real easily...only with my loved ones though others I can care less!!

Posted by SirHorns
Sun: Cap
Moon: Taurus
Ascendant: Aries
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Mercury/Neptune/Uranus: CAPRICORN
Venus😛isces
Mars: Cancer
Jupiter: Libra
Saturn: Aquarius
Pluto: Scorpio
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...I want to trade my Mars in so bad for Scorpio or Capricorn.
SOOOO BAD.

WHY? is it really that bad? my bf has mars in cancer tooo

Posted by strudel
i know your jekyll and hyde placements since u don't seem to have a lot of oppositions. you're a rabbit with an aries sun. it's what comes to mind when u say headstrong vs. sensitive. insecurity could come from your moon opp saturn. also even if you have a gemini moon your merc is actually in pisces. that's y you need time to say the things u really mean.

Funny you say it, according to the Chinese Horoscope I indeed am a rabbit 😄

Posted by munchkin
I guarantee that I have THE WORST astrological chart out of anyone in this world.

I have ONLY SQUARES AND OPPOSITIONS. THAT'S IT. And most of my placements are just bad in general. And my ENTIRE CHART is CARDINAL so not only is it ass-raping itself naturally, these YEARS of transit Cardinal squares are ass-raping my chart too.

So I laugh when I hear other people whining about their chart!

Uh oh.. so how do you deal I mean you gotta learn to embrace and love what you are, but when you actually truly struggling with the opposites so much? It's not like you could decide to stop being a certain way and begin being more of how you like to be, the true colors will always shine through..

Posted by DeltaCephei
Well, I think your chart is actually very, very interesting compared to mine! embrace what you got. 🙂

Maybe, I don't see what you see.

I don't really know what the rest means besides, moon, venus and sun tbh.

The only real tragic placement in your chart is your Gem moon, really 😛 The rest seems nice actually!


Im happy with my chart, wouldnt wanna change a thing:

Libra rising
Virgo sun
Virgo moon
Virgo/Libra mercury
Leo Venus
Leo Mars
Sagittarius Jupiter
Sagittarius Uranus
Sagittarius Neptune
Scorpio Saturn