I do have saturn in my 9th house. I have always believed in something, atheism just doesn't click with me. My views on religion can't really be put into a neat package.
I don't like organized religion, I feel that priests should just wave censers around and keep their noses out of politics. I don't believe an 80 year old virgin should be giving sex advice to ANYONE. That would be like me giving someone advice on how to fly a plane even though I've never operated one.
I believe in gods, godesses, spirits, saints, ancestors, angels, magic, divination, and power of prayer.
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