Just Found That I Have Sun Conjunct Lilith

What does this mean for me?

They say people with this placement, the mother hates the father...

And other negativity with the mother towards the father with Lilith aspecting personal planets closest to the Sun. Like Moon, Mercury, Venus and Mars.

Well, shit. My mom hates my fuckin dad...

And this explains why people treat me badly, like I'm devious or up to some shit. People expect me to be a bad person.

Posted by elllle

I have it too...and they are also conjunct Neptune.

All in the 1st house.

Damn.

Shouldn't tell other astrologers that about you.. AHAAA!!

Anybody else?

Posted by halalbae

Posted by Emhendo

Anybody else?

Some type of inherited power and secrecy. How close are the planets?

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+3°14 orbit in the 12th house.

Matter of fact

@ACsquarepluto

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Posted by Emhendo

What does this mean for me?

They say people with this placement, the mother hates the father...

And other negativity with the mother towards the father with Lilith aspecting personal planets closest to the Sun. Like Moon, Mercury, Venus and Mars.

Well, shit. My mom hates my fuckin dad...

And this explains why people treat me badly, like I'm devious or up to some shit. People expect me to be a bad person.

Passionate and tempermental.

If you say people look at ypu that way then, you should start asking them why. There are positive and negative expressions of every trait. Which are you doing?

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I'm not doing nothing, like I'm approachable - Leo Rising..

But I don't be all in people's face and maybe I do find myself standing off.

Posted by ValleysofNeptune

I just learned I do too after looking it up just now, 2 degree orb. Says it’s also conjunct Mercury, 4 degrees. All in Pisces and the 7th house. Lilith was one of those things I hadn’t really looked into in my chart but I just did and it seems to explain a lot and make sense, like why I only attract fucking psychopaths lmao. Especially because it’s conjunct my sun and in my 7th house

Damn, and we both got Pluto in the 4th house.



Aight.. So...

Who abused you growing up? AHAAAA..

Posted by sweet_berryx

Sun-Lilith

Sun conjunct or quincunx Lilith plays out as the ego feeling exiled from the dominant cultural system. Sometimes this is as a result of actual abuse from authority figures. The closer Lilith is to the Sun the more it may feel eclipsed. Therefore the taboo is cast over these subjects identity, to the extent that they can become demonised. These sensitive folk may fall for the forbidden fruit of drugs to numb the pain of feeling like an outcast.



hmm :/

I'm the biggest loner that I know. Definitely an outcast too, I can't stick with anyone.

I have friends, but it's not a group and they don't mutually know each other.. So I pretty much have my own personal bond with each and every person in my life.

But I'm always alone other than that.

I also was physically abused by my stepdad growing up and went through a few abusive relationships.

Posted by ValleysofNeptune

Posted by Emhendo

Posted by ValleysofNeptune

I just learned I do too after looking it up just now, 2 degree orb. Says it’s also conjunct Mercury, 4 degrees. All in Pisces and the 7th house. Lilith was one of those things I hadn’t really looked into in my chart but I just did and it seems to explain a lot and make sense, like why I only attract fucking psychopaths lmao. Especially because it’s conjunct my sun and in my 7th house

Damn, and we both got Pluto in the 4th house.



Aight.. So...

Who abused you growing up? AHAAAA..

Lol. I was never really physically abused growing up, or psychologically. At least nothing crazy. There was one instance of some other shit I’d rather not talk about tho if you know what I mean when I was really young, so the memories are kinda foggy but you get the picture. That thing has happened to the majority of people I’ve been close to in my life too, which is kind of crazy to realize how common it is. I think that ate away at me a bit growing up on top of a somewhat rocky childhood in general, but nothing too crazy. Eventually that one memory came to light and I dealt with it and am in a lot better place mentally than I used to be. Plus the other chaotic family stuff has gotten better too. I do see the effect that stuff in my chart had though for sure. It wasn’t smooth sailing at all but lots of people had it worse so I can’t really complain too much. My parents and other people always assumed I was up to worse than I really was at times

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Well, I want you know - I wasn't trying to joke about it, but just looking for confirmation without getting all deep and dark...

I'm sure you're over that stuff. I'm over what happened to me too... Just was studying you.

That's good that nothing too traumatic has happened to you growing up - and yes, others do have it worse.

Posted by sweet_berryx

Sun-Lilith

Sun conjunct or quincunx Lilith plays out as the ego feeling exiled from the dominant cultural system. Sometimes this is as a result of actual abuse from authority figures. The closer Lilith is to the Sun the more it may feel eclipsed. Therefore the taboo is cast over these subjects identity, to the extent that they can become demonised. These sensitive folk may fall for the forbidden fruit of drugs to numb the pain of feeling like an outcast.



hmm :/

I have sun conjunct Lilith as well as some other placements and it kind of sucks because I want to constantly rebel against my partner and it was the same way with my father growing up any attempt at putting some kind of control over who I am turns into me testing or playing devils advocate which isn't healthy all the time. I often feel like I'm never going to find someone who gets me or who isn't trying to contain me

Posted by ladylibra21

Posted by sweet_berryx

Sun-Lilith

Sun conjunct or quincunx Lilith plays out as the ego feeling exiled from the dominant cultural system. Sometimes this is as a result of actual abuse from authority figures. The closer Lilith is to the Sun the more it may feel eclipsed. Therefore the taboo is cast over these subjects identity, to the extent that they can become demonised. These sensitive folk may fall for the forbidden fruit of drugs to numb the pain of feeling like an outcast.



hmm :/

I have sun conjunct Lilith as well as some other placements and it kind of sucks because I want to constantly rebel against my partner and it was the same way with my father growing up any attempt at putting some kind of control over who I am turns into me testing or playing devils advocate which isn't healthy all the time. I often feel like I'm never going to find someone who gets me or who isn't trying to contain me

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Yup. I ate the apple.... Fuck you gonna do about it?

I HATE male authority with a passion, and I especially don't take shit from women.

I don't like being around my father or him telling me what to do when I was younger... But my step-dad got the worst of me. Dad's are overrated in my opinion.

I don't give a fuckity fuck about having a dad. Fathers are so pesky to me.

Posted by Emhendo

Posted by ladylibra21

Posted by sweet_berryx

Sun-Lilith

Sun conjunct or quincunx Lilith plays out as the ego feeling exiled from the dominant cultural system. Sometimes this is as a result of actual abuse from authority figures. The closer Lilith is to the Sun the more it may feel eclipsed. Therefore the taboo is cast over these subjects identity, to the extent that they can become demonised. These sensitive folk may fall for the forbidden fruit of drugs to numb the pain of feeling like an outcast.



hmm :/

I have sun conjunct Lilith as well as some other placements and it kind of sucks because I want to constantly rebel against my partner and it was the same way with my father growing up any attempt at putting some kind of control over who I am turns into me testing or playing devils advocate which isn't healthy all the time. I often feel like I'm never going to find someone who gets me or who isn't trying to contain me

Yup. I ate the apple.... Fuck you gonna do about it?

I HATE male authority with a passion, and I especially don't take shit from women.

I don't like being around my father or him telling me what to do when I was younger... But my step-dad got the worst of me. Dad's are overrated in my opinion.

I don't give a fuckity fuck about having a dad. Fathers are so pesky to me.

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No I love my father don't get me wrong I really do it's just that growing up he was extremely authoritative and very much a traditionalist. My mom used to say all the time that she married her grandfather. . This is because my Taurus father was very much about gender roles and from a very young age that bothered me so I'd always question it but he changed after mom my mom got sick and it change my mind set about him.

Posted by ladylibra21

Posted by Emhendo

Posted by ladylibra21

Posted by sweet_berryx

Sun-Lilith

Sun conjunct or quincunx Lilith plays out as the ego feeling exiled from the dominant cultural system. Sometimes this is as a result of actual abuse from authority figures. The closer Lilith is to the Sun the more it may feel eclipsed. Therefore the taboo is cast over these subjects identity, to the extent that they can become demonised. These sensitive folk may fall for the forbidden fruit of drugs to numb the pain of feeling like an outcast.



hmm :/

I have sun conjunct Lilith as well as some other placements and it kind of sucks because I want to constantly rebel against my partner and it was the same way with my father growing up any attempt at putting some kind of control over who I am turns into me testing or playing devils advocate which isn't healthy all the time. I often feel like I'm never going to find someone who gets me or who isn't trying to contain me

Yup. I ate the apple.... Fuck you gonna do about it?

I HATE male authority with a passion, and I especially don't take shit from women.

I don't like being around my father or him telling me what to do when I was younger... But my step-dad got the worst of me. Dad's are overrated in my opinion.

I don't give a fuckity fuck about having a dad. Fathers are so pesky to me.

No I love my father don't get me wrong I really do it's just that growing up he was extremely authoritative and very much a traditionalist. My mom used to say all the time that she married her grandfather. . This is because my Taurus father was very much about gender roles and from a very young age that bothered me so I'd always question it but he changed after mom my mom got sick and it change my mind set about him.

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I don't hate my dad either, but I don't give a fuck about having one.

And I got two of them...

I have Lilith conjunct my Ascendant in Libra. Also have Venus conj Pluto in Scorp in the 1st house.

Don't know if the Lilith/Asc contact means anything as far as my childhood/past though (my mom does, or did hate my dad though) .

People I know say I have a lighter, happy (Libran) energy, but I always feel like I give off darker vibes. Maybe those who I don't know get those vibes.

I have this, Sun conjunct Lilith in 11th house. Not really a good aspect since it denotes rejection and/or abuse by persons of authority during childhood.

This aspect also sits with my Chiron.

Posted by elllle

Posted by Emhendo

Posted by elllle

I have it too...and they are also conjunct Neptune.

All in the 1st house.

Damn.

Shouldn't tell other astrologers that about you.. AHAAA!!

lol

They are great aspects to have. Never a dull moment. The stories people make up on their own about who I am and my life are very entertaining and way more interesting than reality. 😂

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I second this lol

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Posted by halalbae

And in what house?

So, after reading this thread I went to look for my Lilith placement and apparently there are 3 Liliths. :I

How do I know which one to use? Dark Moon Lilith, Black Moon Lilith, or Asteroid Lilith?

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I think asteroid, as a starting point.

See:

https://darkstarastrology.com/three-liliths/

Posted by Emhendo

Anybody else?

Yes.

Sun conjunct lilith

Moon conjunct lilith

Mercury conjunct lilith

Uranus conjunct lilith

Be you. Always