Mars conjunct Pluto and fast driving

During a recent phase of having to drive very carefully while I was waiting for a fault to be diagnosed on my car I became very lethargic, depressed, timid and generally lacking in assertiveness. Since I've been able to drive enthusiastically again my spirit has returned. Driving fast seems to get me vibrating at an altogether higher frequency, such that I dismiss pretty much every obstacle I come up against in life as though it's nothing. I breeze through everything without giving it a second thought, as though I am capable of everything and fearful of nothing. I hadn't noticed this before, but since I lost this ability temporarily while having to drive extra carefully, and then got it back, I have realized that there is a direct correlation between my confidence and assertiveness, and the speed at which I drive. I'm told that having Mars conjunct Pluto could be the reason??_ that this makes me want to drive fast and that by doing I then energize myself with the full power of this aspect. Driving fast feels like everything in my life has suddenly added up to the right number and fallen into place. Can anyone else relate to this or elaborate further?