me and this Taurus woman

hello,

so i was posting previous thread about a virgo man and a leo man.

there is also something more.

in a friend's circle there is also this woman - taurus woman. everyone says that she is a queen bee. when someone mensions her everyone tells ; thats her!!

so she and virgo man are friends. before i was dating virgo man she was the only one from the circle of friends that was curious about us. she was asking me too many questions and so one.

when we started dating immediately started being my best friend. i was overwhelmed with her.

then she got an aquarius 5 year old younger boyfriend. they are together 1.5 years right now.

so what i am saying is that in january 2017 i felt like virgo man was blocking me and was jealous of a leo man.

the same i felt from her when started dating virgo guy. and she was even asking me about the sexual life with him which for me was too much.

so what i am saying is- we have been friends almost 12 years. i was her one and only best friend and then our paths split up for a while. when she started inviting me again a lot of her male friends were interested in me. but she was the queen bee and now i know that she didnt want me to be the kind f interest for them - because she wanted to have the best attention.

what i am saying is that i cut her from my life because i couldnt stand her being curious, asking about everything. i feel like she took a lot from me never gave anything back. like a vampire.

i always do everything by myself. people help each other but what i did in my life was gained by myself.

she is the one that everyone knows that was cutting herself because of her previous ex, she was so sad she couldnt stand that. everyone knew that she comes from a poor family and didnt have a good contact with the mother so everyone was sorry for her tapping on her head like a baby.

i was the perfect one. i had family, i had jobs, internships, good studies. she started mothering me when i started being weaker than usuall because i had problems with school. i got a bit of a depression period and she used that not only to help me but mother me and she had a power over me. now i know that. i felt so dependable on her.



she mothers a lot of people. because of her insecurities from the past. whenever i wanted to help her or wanted to give a hand with a good psychologist advice or i wanted her to go with her mother to a psychologist she always refused. but always partied with drugs and everything, drinking like a man surrounded by boys.

boys liked her because she has some kind of an ironical sense of humor she is a hard worker but has mental problems because of insecurities. boys know that. its like a big friend circle when everyone hugs each other, take pills and is sad, but then they usually stand up for themselves together and everyone loves her.

so i was different because i didnt have any of her problems. when my ex was interested in me he was asking her about me. i asked her about him as well because i knew only her from that friends' circle.

so what i am saying is that even before dating virgo man she could tell that - oo X ( me) is untouchable, inviolable.

like she wanted to protect me of the virgo guy but on the other hand didnt want him to meet up with me and so one.



so i am asking - what is between us? between me and this taurus woman? we are not friends anymore. i cut her from my life without explanation. i didnt want to be associated with her.

the synastry chart is in attachments-.



thank you so much for the answers.