Mercury in Pisces 13.57 degree

How do these people communicate in real life and not typing behind a pc? I mean im like a dead fish in real life, i just swim through people i cant talk. Its like im living in another dimension far from the humAn world.

And it doesnt help my sun aries and ascendant, moon cancer, venus retrograde, mars cancer theyre all fucking passive and barely any talk

Ive had a lot of problems because of this. Wtff

I basically feel non existent in this world. Like im walking in another realm. It was soo fucking amazing at first but then it gets lonely cuz theres noone in my life

Empty. Just me exploring these two realms