Moon in Capricorn - problems with socialising, partnerships

Hey,

This time i would like to cover the topic of my natal Moon in Capricorn placement. I am Aries born 21,03.1990 with asc in Leo. I have struggled all my life with my inner and external self. I am flamboyant and nonchalant but when i work its very professional. I have NEVER been perceived as someone serious and i must have worked my way to be taken into consideration very very seriousely.

I am 28 and i am better friends with younger peeps. It comes to work and to other activities. People my age and older perceive me as a funny one or a young sister.

I need to make the second or the third first impression to be taken seriousely.

So 3 years ago i started changing myself , started working with older people who treated e nicely but i knew i was not on their mental and emotional level. For me it was very very harsh business and professional environment. And being still a student i was not prepared for such a professional behaviour meaning harsh, offensive in a bussiness way. But it gave me a strenght and a level of maturity i wanted to gain. Because i knew and felt i needed to be improved somehow.

Additionally i met many people who quit this , i didnt. But because of the illness i had that time after 2 years i needed to quit, Maybe i come back soon.

What i want to say is that this period of time gave me strenght and tought me how to cooperate in the world. Now i see the world differently and i am more AWARE of the things around me. I am not flamboyant and mentally childish, slow. I am very sharp minded and focused on 1 goal to reach. Like a man. Its my moon in capricorn that i use at work.

But last year i applied for some organisation who consists of younger people, its not very professional but i wanted to be there because i wanted to gain some new experience , meet new people and etc. SInce the 1st days i felt that one woman is suspicious, she has a moon in scorpio which i felt from the beginning. So untill now we clash and actually she has a mask of mebing very nice but manipulates others.

What im going to say is that everyone is nice and calm and sweet ( too much sweet) in this organisation and i cant take it. When we talk more mature and i am more harsh in a way that i know its not offensive people think i offend them. People think that i am too much self involved and egoistical.

I cant stand being too nice to those people where they still make very calm and slow atmosphere and cant make deadlines. We work under some big professionals and it makes us all very unprofessional.

I cant stand it and all of my ideas and advices are taken for granted because i am too harsh in their opinion. I just want good to our organisation. I work for them and i feel as a part of them but the more i am inside the more slower i become i hate this feeling. People being always nice and calm to each other...And i feel better working alone. I prefer this previosu harsh and professional environment to this. What do you thing?

Its because my moon in capricorn shows up and its more visible when i get older?

I just see when i am getting older i have my aries spark and more moon in capricornfeeling, i work hard and i finish things but its very time consuming and i am overworked always. For me its very very important to be an individual unit, when i am a part of a group i need to be alone because i cant identify myself with a group...

What do you think about it??

Thank you!!!

Posted by rejuvenatedheart

So what's your question exactly?...

why i cant keep on working with 'normal , nice people' who almost everyone percive as nice.

i cant stand being nice. i need something more .

why i feel i need something more in terms of life and relationships? i feel like i eed the dark side not a brights side. lol which can be weird but idk.

Posted by DeadInside

lol you are reminding me at my first day

first day of what?

Posted by nanobot

I think this is relatable - there is a lot of misunderstanding when it comes to our cap moon. It is not uncommon to offend people, hurt their feelings, or generate defensiveness in others regularly. Sensitive people, we just will rub the wrong way. Period. I actually have a lot more patience with women who are really sensitive than men. A sensitive man is hands down the largest turn off to me, bar none. For this reason, I tend to avoid water signs in general. Some cancer men and many pisces men can hang. You mention scorpio energy. Scorpio... for me is a huge no no. I also have had the ability to sense a scorpio moon my whole life. There is a magnetism for these two moon signs. But it can also be really a difficult dynamic. Good is great, bad is hell and all that.

As a woman, I have a very strong masculine energy that I think is common in cap moon women. I don't care if it's considered "feminine", it's not a feminine energy.

The good thing about being a cap moon is that I don't care for tiptoeing around people's social expectations. You like me or you hate me, there is no in between.

People who have rice paper thin skin need not apply to be apart of our lives.

thank you for such a great response.

i was told all my life that women should behave that and that. i feel more masculine than other women...

i have very fiery energy that cant be tamed. i just need to keep up working on it. i have always attracted more feminine men than me. usually virgos and pisces. they adored me ( pisces) but when it comes to the action they were scared of me. the same with virgos. virgos tend to like me and like my zest of energy but in the past they hated my flamboyant side. all virgos dumped me because i was too energetic and disorganised. now they sometimes check on me what i do because they want me to improve. bye bye virgos i am not a test!!!



i have a very big inner power but actually its not opened. i dont know why.

so you think i am too harsh? maybe. but i keep on working on myself.