Pisces Man Said I (Taurus) was Pushing Him Away? Need help!!

Okay, so I met this Pisces man actually on Christmas Eve of 2016, and after exchanging numbers we talked about every other day. Over the course of a couple months I feel like I've seen him completely transform. Typically because of his sign, he is dreamy, and romantic and all off the above but is known for his wild streak when it came to women. As a Taurus woman I find that we get so attracted to the bad boys but hate all of their values (I know right) and then either we get heartbroken or we get lucky. but now around 6 months in, no we are not in a titled relationship (he said everything we do seems like one but he won't call it that until I say it's a relationship ... so petty lol it's like a game we play but we know that Taurus pride is strong) but he repeatedly tells me he's 100% committed, I'm his only girl, and he doesn't see, speak to or sleep with any other women. At first I obviously took it with a grain of salt, but after I noticed we started spending almost all of our time together, around each other constantly 24/7, met each other's parents, I felt like I believed him. And everything changed. The sex got extremely passionate, our conversations were intellectually honest, and I felt the connection. My heart believed him... which is why this is so hard for me.

I have trust issues, no doubt. Over past relationships and issues I just do- and he accepts ALL of them. He tells me how he doesn't care what I've been through, or what I've done he's still going to be here, he still cares. And I see it. The only issue is, I live in NY and he lives in NJ. Which isn't really much of an issue, it's just even though we spent so much time together I just honestly wasn't sure if he was telling the truth. I think what scares me is putting my trust completely in someone, because I've dealt with the best liars and it gives me the worst anxiety thinking that I could be setting myself up for failure. As a Taurus we need stability- more like we obsess over it. Anyway, after many convos and explanations last week we got into the worst argument over whether or not he was sleeping with other women (really me because THEY DONT ARGUE) and he responded oh so calmly and said "I love you, and I don't say that often, but I can't understand why you continuously ask me these things when I tell you the truth. My story isn't going to change, and I'm not proving it to you. You just have to trust me, but because I feel like your pushing me away every time I try to be the better person for you I'm just going to give you some time for a break."

My heart broke. At first I didn't respond but then I remember replying with something like "alright" he never responded. I feel like I should apologize but knowing him the problem is way bigger than that. I'm just shocked honestly, and I'm thinking do I leave him be or apologize or just wait it out ... I'm patient but I don't know how I would feel if I never said anything and he didn't come back. I think that would crush me.