
Neno
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Posted by TheCanBull
-317 Opposition Sun - Saturn
You faced a fair number of challenges in your life, especially in the first half of life, in which your attempts to express your will were often thwarted. There can be a persistent feeling that you don't get what they want in comparison to others. You can feel unlucky at times.
Attempts to control your environment, and sometimes others, may be frequent.You want to be considered an accomplished and important person, and when you face obstacles, you don't always see that you are your own worst enemy.
You may long to be considered important in the eyes of the world, yet you harbor fear of success at the same time. You take failures and minor setbacks to heart, and may even practically beat yourself up over them. Self-awareness to the point of real self-consciousness is a possibility. The truth is, nobody holds a microscope over you, except for yourself.
A little setback or a faux pas needn't be analyzed to death. Fingers needn't be pointed. No, you didn't make a spectacle of yourself when you made a mistake.
You need to stop worrying about always being right, or appearing suave and accomplished. When you ease the pressure you put on yourself, you find that you don't face as many brick walls. It is very much about what you feel you deserve. Deep down inside, if you let yourself truly believe that you deserve happiness and peace of mind, you will find it.You may engage in a lot of self-censoring: "I shouldn't.." is a common censoring mechanism with you. When you express egotism of any form, some part of you feels guilty. As the Sun rules our conscious mind, it does enough censoring on its own. It is the "adult" within us. Saturn, on the other hand, is more like the "parent" within us. We need parents to guide us when we are children, and to some degree as adults, but for the most part, we don't need to be censored indefinitely--something that seems to be the case with Saturn-Sun hard aspects, except that the censoring and parenting is coming from within. Ideally, you eventually learn that the standards you set for yourself are too high, and that may be the reason you seem to hit brick walls. You have a sarcastic sense of humor, a keen intelligence, and the ability to apply caution and strategy. The vitality may suffer, and troubles with the bones, teeth, and circulation may surface, especially at times of stress in your life.
Whilst not all of it is true like needing to control people and my environment, in earlier life my teen years specifically speaking, i was much more timid and was able to be exploited.
And before going into foster care at 12 years old was in a very abusive family, physical beatings and mental abuse.

Posted by Areyoumytwinflamesorry for u,bad luck with that placement
I believe it is sun in the 8th early death of father

Posted by TrueFantasythats not so bad?it is how it is
8th house stellium hits home in an eerily way. Especially the relationship between moon in 8th and my mum. Probs just a coincidence though...
Leo venus and Mars?
Neptune in 1st and trining my personal planets.
*dozes off into fairy land*

Posted by TrueFantasyPosted by NenoYou're so smiley!!!Posted by TrueFantasythats not so bad?it is how it is
8th house stellium hits home in an eerily way. Especially the relationship between moon in 8th and my mum. Probs just a coincidence though...
Leo venus and Mars?
Neptune in 1st and trining my personal planets.
*dozes off into fairy land*
Stop being so adorable Scorpy!!click to expand

Posted by bumboklattcool?
5th house sun best described me, gave me chills
Imum coeli in sag and Scorpio moon also pretty spot on





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Venus conj. uranus-it shocked me completely how precise it was.
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i will speak more languages (true too,i never learned a single language and still i speak 4 and understand even more)
that i will have a long distance relationship (i had a gf who is 1000+ miles away,btw shes a cancer and we are
chatting every day
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thats shocking