why did this Taurus woman want to 'destroy' me?

Hello,

after 3 years i wouldlike to ask this question.

Why did this Taurus woman treat me like a little sister, like a little girl when we were in the same company?

Was c0****ckblocking me before the Virgo ( the one i was talking about before). only was friends with people that meant something in a company ( graduates, start up inventors, fresh artists, young programmers, NOT STUDENTS)like she would choose people that mean sth to surround herself with.

not me, she didnt let me to meet her' new friends'. people that was doing sth more than studying and working, she was jealous. didnt invite me. was jealous that they liked me finally.



I have moved on,now i am doing sth else. i am involved in totally different nvironment and friends that she is not included.

3 years ago i was ifnishing my 1st engineering degree. i had some kind of depression because i didnt pass 1 semester because it was very difficult and she was the one that was giving me advices.

but i let her mother me.

she was alwas for example wanting to 'grab' my hand and to talk to me. she was too intense, she was asking me question about feeling miserable, or other weird things.

she takes drugs, drinks like men and she is kind of an easy girl. now has a bf 5 years younger that she can mother. she earns a lot of money about 3-5 k $ per month ( cmparing to dollars) in an IT sector.

she is good at it.

i still earn very little, my profession is different.

i am clean and clear comparing to her.

i know she was more experienced in life before. she comes from bad family with alcohol and etc. but actualy why she chose me - her best friend, to mother?

i am a person who is /used to be nice- but maybe she thought i didnt have my own word and i didnt have any opinion about life. i have a good family, loving parents, i worked, i studied hard. i didnt have to have any obstacles like her.



was she jealous or she was only putting me down because i was growing up stronger than her.

i havent talked

to her in ages. i deleted her from fb and from my life in reality.

when we met on a party atthe beginning of october she was scared of me, avoided me like i was avoiding her before.



thanks

im not jealous. i just wonder why.

i am in a different company etc.

i just felt like i am not enough for her to be her friend in a new company.

like i needed to work somehow to be with her in a company.because she would judge me.

even though we know each other for more than 10 years.

This song is about c*ckblocked.