I have gone no contact for 10 days now. Of course nothing from him. Just feeling like a fool. I kind of want to kill myself but wouldn’t have him ever find out about it. I am pretty sure I’m having a nervous breakdown. Again. I am having a hard time having someone who’s said he wants to marry me and be the woman’s in his life, his queen. Pull away and say he’s going to dinner with someone his friends hooked him up with. I am achieving the goals I have set myself. Wondering that if when o finish these things, will he come back! I don’t know that I would want someone like that in my life by then. I am sick and sad and hurt and utterly destroyed by the fact he could leave so abruptly. This means he has been thinking about it while I have been completely oblivious. I keep reading about all these woman whose Leo’s won’t ever go away but I don’t think this is going to happen for me. Please help. I think I’m not going to Make it. I’ve never felt like this before.