Cancer men with Aqua moons

I have been carrying a torch for this man for 7 years. We hooked up and hit it off in the beginning, and due to my too intense nature at the time, pushed him away. We also worked together in a restaurant, and after he backed up, started dating someone soon after. I thought I might die. It took me a year to get over, mostly suffering in silence, but lashing out at him for somethings trivial. We would argue sometimes, but oddly enough it felt like forced intimacy. Anyway, thanks to his Aqua moon, he managed a passive neutral position and we became friends. After he broke up with his girlfriend we found the connection again, but kept it on a friendship level. He moved out of state, but came back periodically, so we still saw each other a couple of times a year. The connection always there. I have became much more cautious with him, because now I pick up on his subtleties and don't need words so much. I have dated a few people in the midst of all this, but I never shook this one off. I am a Scorpio with a Gemini moon, so we are very compatible..oh, did I mention we also have venus and mars conjunct in leo..I'm the mars. The airy detachment of both our moons is very helpful, but as many Aquarian suns that I know, they tend to hide all evidence of their feelings, almost making one feel like don't like you. It's confusing as hell.

I forgot to even post my question. It's late and I have a flaky moon sign. I guess I don't have a question, maybe just looking for some insight on this combo.

Tropical astro says I am a Cancer Sun / Aqua moon...so what do you want to know?