cj7

Check your email, please.

hello phoenix

🙂

hello cj7

🙂

where have you gone?

im still only 3,073.5 miles from u.

give or take a few im sure

you know what i meant...

down in a hole

i was concerned, what with the whole not emailing me back thing.

worry not, im still breathing.lol

i wasn't worried that you weren't breathing. lol

i know. i was

lol

alright, im not very funny.

i dont feel like laughing.

well what's going on?

if i smoke enough, nothing

anybody want to trade some water for some fire

or air, or earth.

this deep feeling thing is over-rated.

i agree, but it's in our nature.

if you smoke enough, you'll permanently deaden your feelings and nobody wants that.

better to just talk about it, express it to someone who wants to listen, and see if anything can be done about it.

(i'll gladly give you my fire-sign ruled Venus-sagittarius-makes me far too cheerful about love, which is rarely a cheerful thing)

love....what is this thing u speak of?

oh, so that's how you feel?

i feel no love, it makes me sad.

i feel weak

so, what about the people who love you?

should they stop, so as not to make you sad?

that wasn't an antagonistic question, it was just a question i felt the need to ask

yoohoo, are you still there?

what i seek, does not exist.

you really think that?

i feel that way

i feel that way

2x

maybe you're pushing it away, has that thought occured to you yet?

the price is too high, me too....but thats another post

the price of what is too high?

and the 'me too' thing confuses me, i don't know what you mean.

i have to go for awhile

i'll be back later, to whom it may concern

too give someone the power to crush u is irresponsible.

*cough....cough.....aahhhaa* get it now?

to whom? geez......i feel special.

that power can only affect you if the person meant to crush you. if you merely hypothesize or expect that person to crush you, you cannot blame them for doing that when they didn't, you only thought they did.

(im back by the way)

i feel special, too

let me know if you're there, because if you're not then I'm gonna check out

here

i feel like im at school again

lol(?)

sorry

is it alright if i grieve for the love you've pushed away?

(such things are sad)

i crush myself

yeah.

so as long as its not hurting anyone else who cares

about what? which thing? you crushing yourself or me grieving?