I just read this board for the first time. I found it soooo funny. I am a cancer myself, and I don't remember not ever feeling misery. Thought it was just me. I also feel and have always felt like I am missing something, an emptiness that can't seem to be filled. One thing i have learned about being a cancer, and that is.....I wouldn't trade the misery for anything in the world. It helps me see things in a different light, and admittedly it does make life more interesting..."happy people have no stories". Just thought I would say hi to all the other crabs out there!