i am a cancernian and was in a relationship with an aqauarian. We had the realtionship for almost a year. I really loved him that much. I have given him everything in me. But one time i caught him cheating which cause our break-up. After that we kept in touch and become friends. I can still talk to him and he was also too me. I am not being ashamed/shy with him maybe coz he was the first man to come in my life and since i dont have anything hiding from him. So we got good communications in the net and was not expecting to see him again personally. Then came a time, then he was being assigned in the place where i am working. And we saw each other. I didnt have the control of my feelings and something happened again. After that he said he will call and he did but i missed the call. We suppose to go out but always a reason coming and its always postponed. I really want to forget the feelings but its really hard for me. Sometimes i can ignore this feeling but its really hard for me to do that. Its like my chest will burst when im controlling this. Anyone can help me?
