I'm so sad....

I am so sad right now...It seems like in a matter of less than 24 hours my life went from sugar to sh!t...Is it the full moon?

I feel like crying...

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Are any other Cancers having a hard time or is it just me?

Cancerlady

Aww cancerlady. You're usually so happy.
What happened?

Cancerlady, I am SO sorry you are having such an off day... Prayers are going out that your day will turn around.

Hugssssssssssssssssssss
Angel

CAncer lady .mwwwaaah what happen U know we love ya u got da comfort of ur friends. Hope it aint the love thing?If so u got a shoulder to cry on,well at least several.LOL

Same here Cancerlady. Within 24 hours, everything from sugar went to sh!t. In such a short time, people become as if mindless creatures. Even logic couldn't prevent it. LOL! I guess you are right, maybe it's because full moon.

Yeah cancerlady,I still love you.Do you need someone to make you laugh for once?If so,you haven't spanked me yet,huh,huh,whats up w/ that?(is it working?)(maybe?)(at least a little bit?)(possibly?)

It will get better CL...I don't feel that greatest either....But I know I will come out of it as usual.....And you will too...

Girl - You better Smile 🙂 I don't think I can stand to see you crying like that smiley - wait a minute did I say smiley? Well then why the hell is the thing crying?? Well I hope Mr. Pisces isn't actin' a fool? Or should I say actin' like your "Mr. Libra". I can't say that I've been in a bad mood today or felt like crying so it must not be affecting all the cancers in the world, but yep I think it is a full moon or otherwise it is coming up real soon. Your just having one of those emotional "moments" that us cancers go through from time to time! Keep your head up and smile - things will be OK!!

Yeah if its anyhting to do with mr.picses we'll come kick his ass for you.
On a sidenote, the moo was aparently closer to the earth last night than any time in the past 19 years so maybe it was something to do with the moon.

I saw that moon last night; big, reddish-orange, maybe a foretelling of things to come.

Take care Cancerlady; you're very sensitive, but very tough.

Like my dad says; it'll all come out in the wash, but you may not know when wash day is.
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Belinda

AW Cancerlady!

((((((((((((((((((((( Cancerlady )))))))))))))))))))

Cheer up, chick-- who's having a big party? hmmm? I think it's you...

AWWWW....I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Mr. Pisces has officially let me down...I don't think he is going to be at my party. That's what happened first...I mean I guess if I chose to believe his story it IS extenuating circumstances BUT I can't help but be sad my "boyfriend" is not going to be at such an important event in my life. It's really disheartening, but I'll KEEP HOPE ALIVE that he'll surprise me which will make it EVEN better because I LOVE surprises!

Second thing that happened was that I fell out with a producer I was working with and now I have nothing to show for all these months. So now as far as music I am back to step one! The show must go on though...

Then after all that I told Mr. Pisces about what happened and not only was he NOT like "Baby it's okay, he sucks anyway!" and he was NOT here to hold me...BUT he made me feel worse! I am sure his words were coming from a good place, but when I am emotionally distraught anyway...Yelling at me doesn't help even if you are telling the truth.

BUT!

You guys have made me feel much better...

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AND!

SeizetheDay is coming to visit...that's enough to brighten anyone's day!

Thanks CancerKitten, RidersAngel, Daemon, Haffo, Tiamat, Softy, GreeneyedGemini, CancerlvsLibra, and LadyDane....

You're the Best!

Now Tiamat...Back to the spanking. I prefer the Cat-O-Nine Tails...Got any of those?

Yes...I understand CL...Don't be mad at Mr. Pisces...especially if you think he is telling you the truth.....Also respect his opinion about the producer situation...at least he is not just telling you something that you want to hear.....real friends don't do that. You'll do just fine...when things get haywire for me..I pout and get all emotional....and then I start scheming...(sorry bad choice of words..lol) about how I'm going to get it together....or how I can make a bad situation right..

Hey LadyDane...

I know your real name! Ha Ha Ha HA Ha HAAAAAAAAAAA!

CL.......Your reminding me of the tale of Rumplestilskin

CL.......Your reminding me of the tale of Rumplestilskin

What happened Cancerlady? What are you talking about Softy?? Telling the truth? What truth??

Telling the truth about why he'll be unable to make it to her B-day party....

Softy...

If there is somebody that is supposed to make you feel better, it is your significant other. I just would have liked him to be a bit more on my side and just give a loving shoulder to cry on...Not try to figure out a solution or give me all the reasons why I never should have been upset in the first place...That's not cool and I would NEVER do that to him.

For instance, the incident that happened to him that will prevent him from being in town this weekend...It was all his fault because he did something really stupid. You don't leave your car running & it gets stolen and wonder why. But was I like "I don't really believe your story because I can't believe somebody could be that stupid" NOOOOO, I just listened and let him vent to get it all out. Then I just said I hope everything gets better, blah blah blah.

Anything less would be uncivilized...

Cancerlady

Hey Haffo,

What happened to you? Talk to me...

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C-Lady

Hey

Well, first my brother went mad. I told him to stop doing "nasty" things but logic doesnt work against him.

Then my English teacher. He also got upset by my criticue for more benefical time evaluation. Logic doesnt work at him too. Perhaps moon makes them very emotional.

Btw, you and your P-Man.

You told that " Anything less would be uncivilized...". I agree. But isnt it uncivilised as well to hold back your needs as well? Think about that.

Later.

Haffo...

Do you mean not tell him what my needs are? Further explain please!

I'm sorry to hear about your brother...seeing people make out all over the house can get disgusting after a while. Hope it all works out!

The moon certainly made me crazy! I was feeling like why was I even put on this planet? Not suicidal, but sick of not knowing my purpose and how I can fulfill it.

Cancerlady

It's becoming uncivilsed as well, when you don't speak up your needs and put his needs in front of yours. They should be equally moving. So, in case of P-Man, the "speak up" process should be indirect. Your goal shouldn't be "my way or hall way" policy. But it shouldn't be keeping words for yourself as well.

Awwwww Cancerlady..

Mr. P left his car unlocked and running in ATLANTA—!! Well, at least he didn't do this while parked in front of the ATM machine-- then he would've gotten mugged and car jacked. Yeah, in those cases- you really don't wanna say.. "damn you're stupid...", but think of this way- it he was just lying to get out of going to your party, I doubt he'd make up a story that paints him as a moron. Sorry he won't be there- though.

I guess I can wait until Sat. to hear about the studio story. Chin up, girl... there will be other opportunities!

Oh okay...I see what you mean.

I tend to do that a WHOLE LOT...Putting other's needs before my own, not expressing them and then getting mad because they don't read my mind LOL

Crazy...I know

STD...

I know right? And he lived in New York most of his life...He should have KNOWN better!Oh well, if he ain't gonna be there; going off my other party...there'll be PLENTY of cutie pies to take his place...That's on the real!

C-lady

"there'll be PLENTY of cutie pies"

Can I come instead of him? 🙂

SURE! The more the merrier...

We love Haffo!

" Crazy...I know"

Practise on that Cancerlady and you will succseed. I did. You can too 🙂

So Haffo, when are you having a party in Istanbul? We can all pile up in your place and truly harass your brother and his girlfriend.

Oooh Good idea STD!

I know I'd be there!

Poor you. You never know, he might surprise you and make up for his gross idiocy. You'll have a good party anyway.I'm sure you will.

And btw, producer—Studio—? Do you actually have the life I wanna have?

Obviously not huh? LOL

I'm working on it though...

ROFL STD!

Actually I have an idea. Since my brother likes doing it in public, why dont we bring cameras and take pic of them while they .... all the time and put this film over internet so people can download pron?

Oh another idea, we put all these pics into envelope and store it. And when he marries, we send those pics to her wife and watch how she whips him. LOL. Good idea.

Well you're nearer to the dream than me at least.
I'll get there.I hope.And you too.

It's not a dream. It's a freaking joke.

Thanks for all the support Haffo...No really!

GOOD LUCK CancerKitten...just know it's hard but anything worth having is never easy!

And you acted like I was crazy when I called you a minion haffo,two thumbs way,way up for your plotting efforts,you could be the greatest minion ever.hehe.

Cancerlady hang in there off hand theres at least Jesica Simpson who the label went down in her first recording effort,im sure theres hundreds others who had it happen and still made it as well.Just get up and do it again.

Minion

NOUN: 1. An obsequious follower or dependent; a sycophant. 2. A subordinate official. 3. One who is highly esteemed or favored; a darling.

Which one?

This page doesn't open Atlantic Myst.

Evil minion haffo,not saying your my minion.It's satan whos your boss isn't it.Kidding.

ROFL!

Yes, you are right. Sometimes I'm evil 🙂 But that why I have Aries personality🙂

BTW, my boss is very generious. He provide as much fire as anyone wishes. So, dont waste your leasure time in Heaven with stupid games. Join Hell, and have fun.

Real fun🙂

I was kicked out though.I guess flinging chinese stars at the little imps was too mean and imhumane or something.They were annoying when they flew around your head like flys and stuff.

Because you were doing all wrong. You cant fling chinese stars on someone. It's too "rude". Also, you violate property right of star owners. They were too unhappy and as regulation says "Don't f*ck arond with things that is not yours" you cant play like that. Altought, I can use my position for your advantage by making things good for you and take you back. The only thing you have to do is to sign these papers. Hehehe.

Haffo, let me always be on your good side 🙂