BEEN STUNG BY A SCORPION

I WAS IN MY OBSERVATION,ANYALYZINGG/ evalUATION PERIOD FOR AWHILE, BUT DOING SO GAVE IT MY 100% TO SHOW HOW LOYAL,TRUST WORTHY AND INTO HIM I WAS ; AFTER AL WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR HALF OUR LIVES SO I JUST KNEW IT WOULD BE JUT AS SPECIAL TO HIM AS IT WAS TO ME. IT STARTED OFF WITH ALL THIS GOOD CUDDLING, CALLING, THEN I STARTED NOTICING THE DAMN MIND GAMES REPEATEDLY TO GET ME INTO COMPLIANCE ( CONTROL ISSUE ) MAKE ME STAY IN MY PLACE TYPE MIND GAMES. AS A CAP YOU KNOW I BEEN NOTICED IT BUT WAS STILL TRYING MY BEST TO BE OPTIMISTIC ABOUT IT . BUT EARLIER HE MADE ME KNOW FOR A FACT I SHOULD JUST CUTUP AND CUT HIM LOOSE. SO WHY DO YOU ALL DO ABOUT BASTARDS LIKE THIS TO GET YOUR POWER BACK. I PRAYED ABOUT IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN BUT MY 😈 HORNS ARE WANTING TO COME RUN EM UP ABOUT THIS IMMATURITY OF THIS GUY AND HE IS INTENTIONALLY TRYING TO HARM ME IS WHAT BOTHERS ME ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION HERE, AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IF HE DOES REALLY CARE ABOUT ME THE WAY I FEEL HE DOES. THEN I VIEW IT AS A BIG ASS TEMPER TANTRUM I SHOULD JUST SPANKK HIS ASS FOR BUT THEN IT WOULD ONLY BE GIVING HI WHAT HE WANTS ( ATTENTION) SO HE CAN EMBARRASS ME EVEN MORE BEHIND THIS EXPERIENCE

Posted by Brobian
My advice would be to ease your mind, and calm your heart. I wouldn't make any decision until you've done that.

i like how you said that and it made perfectly good sense . I actually got a well needed rest last night which i hadnt been able to do in nites because i had been internally in pain. I have decided im done with him completely, but im afraid my virgo moon and aquarius in mercury will not let it ease up off my mind so easily although i try to keep it off i keep myself busy and avoid allowing myself to think of it in a what if way anymore so im progressing on this issue. but you all help me get thru this please because it is devastating

he has been mentally abusive and verbally abusive. he wil take a situation n twist it as if i am crazy or losing my mind. there i so uch hes done but this last thing was the awfulliest . he stole my kids info and filed em on tax's then has been claiming the tax's is still saying processing , but he had been in a hotel with this other girl parlaying showin me that he had gotten that money back. I didnt give him permission to use my kids so since this is an irs issue to deal with i didnt know what else to do but the paperwork they require you to when your kids info is stolen and used unknowingly. i didnt find out about that until my kids father went to file and then he told me he had done it and intended to give me my money, but i had been going thru so much with this gu and didnt realize he had been trying to intentionally hurt me until january which i kept tryin to get out an he kept poppin up callin then tezting but then the moment i decided to wanna talk back he silent treatments me . only fight back im doing now is to report his ass to the irs and police station and i threw his clothes away and changed my number i was gonna move with my tax return but stupid bastard t

i really hate to have to go thru this all and then its so deep i have to just do it tho

i actually have gotten quite used to it so in return the last go round i decided to pull away from the situation a lil to be able to recenter myself and turn around and be able to be better on top of the situation next time by not even being able to be contacted from hiimm